. September 27, 2012

hey,

haw tabby!

its a thursday. i still havent been sleeping much since monday and i feel like floating all through the week.

everythings the same. i wake up. get dressed. go to work. sign out from work. walk somewhere. sleep. and wake up again. its not exciting anymore. or had it ever been exciting? i wonder.

i went to the usual wednesday mass. my favorite seat in the frontmost pew was occupied by a couple, so i went for the other side's end. then there came this guy in wheelchair with his companion(a girl who's not in wheelchair) said "excuse me" which actually mean "move aside and im gonna make my companion take your seat". i found it rather impolite though he didnt say it in a rude manner. well, my beliefs in things are twisted i know. its just that, i hate it when people demand for people's favor just because they have less. its given that you've got to give way for the handicapped, but then i think the handicapped should give people a choice if they want to or not. i mean, wouldnt it better if you'd give them the chance to be nice because they felt like it and not because you demanded them too? i dont know..i think it would have been better if they say something like, would you mind to move aside or something rather than saying excuse me and expect you to move just because they said so..i dont know..i just hate it..and im in the chapel--see, i told you. im not kind.i've never been..

im feeling rather low lately and i cant seem to find anything that will make me feel better. maybe when i get home, i would.

i feel like there's this something that i want and i dont know what it is..maybe change..but then i hate change. i dont know..

father mario was there. im glad he is. the truth is, this wednesday mass was the only thing ive been looking forward in my entire week.

i had my beaded something broken last night.whenever im upset and see things broken, i feel doubly upset. i tried to fix it. i just cant.. i wish that better days are ahead.. i really wish..


12:11 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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