dead tired.
last night i got less than 4hrs sleep. not that im not used to it. sleeping had never been my forte after all..
i know i should be sleeping now.
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nothing much today.
everyday of this week ive been going home with thoughts like "im gonna be nicer to ___ tomorrow", but then when tomorrow comes, ayun ulet. i dont know what's with that person, but he really got the talent of bringing the maldita in me. and really, i feel bad for being bad. i just cant help it.
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napanaginipan ko pala si opis crush kahapon. i rarely dream about my crushes.
know what, i really have this strong feeling that someone likes him too. i wonder if he had noticed that already. finding out that other girls like the guy i like usually send me fuming, but for some reason, i do not feel that way now. maybe ive grown up na. but if he'd start to like the girl back, then, that's another story. i wonder kung sinong gusto nya sa opis. or if he have one. i do not know a lot of people in our account yet. but i heard, he's single daw. kung may gagawin ba ko magkakagusto kaya sya saken??sighs..whatever.
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ok,more pressing stuff.
november na. feeling ko, there's something wrong with my brains kasi feeling ko december na. a lot of things i dread will happen on dec.
i do not feel productive for the past weeks. or months.. i feel so under motivated. i think i need to remind myself over and over again kung bakit ko dapat gawin ang mga dapat kong gawin.
in the end of the day, i know what i really want. but it is still, as it had always been, beyond me. so, i resorted to work on the things i need. it feels like too much labor.
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yesterday, i bought a liturgical diary for 2014. the one i bought for 2013, i wasnt able to use much. pero bumili parin ako this year. in support for fr. m. its for a good cause after all. nakakatuwa nga kasi when i got there to buy a copy, i saw fr. m, doing the book signing!! sa totoo nyan, mahiyain akong tao, pero, ano ba? talo talo na to!! nakipila na rin talaga ako. hehe. i was all smiles when i got home. i got fr. m's autograph =).. eeee!! all smiles!!
tama,ang weird. im fangirling a priest.
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ok, so much for this nonsense post. i need to sleep
8:40pm tonight. goodnight.
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