in the end of the day, its gonna be people who will make you happy, not things.

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excruciating salon trip with mom today. seems like the parloristas have exchanged my supposedly hair color to mom's because mine now looks blonde and mom's look like that dark coppery blonde color that ive always preferred to have. it doesnt look really bad, its just that..it looks so 2009... ok, first world problem. im sorry..arg.

bro's wedding in less than a week. he already packed his stuff. said he wont be going home until next year. it really feels like a huge thing, you know--marriage. its like a package full of huge and overwhelming changes. i guess, my brother is more than ready for it though..

been feelin' rather low lately. must be season. i guess im having pre-christmas blues. dont really have that much plan for christmas. i actually have work on that day. worse, the other people from the office are not gonna be there, so, im gonna be all by myself. its actually fine with me, really. i know i can manage..i think im just sad that they're not gonna be there..

i think i need to go to the feast. i know it can wash off whatever it is that's been clouding my head lately.. im feeling really really sad again.. in some way i know the reason. i just dont feel like talking about it. sometimes, what really hurts you the most, you find hard to talk about.

i wouldve go to the feast tomorrow but someone asked to to be his child's ninang and so ill be attending the christening instead..

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half way through december and things are still like this... 

sighs..

i think i need vitamins..

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