i had a weird dream last night.

nandun si bamboo.

ang weird nung dream. well, lagi namang weird ang mga dream.

tapos nandun din si G. baket si G? ewan.

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i wasnt able to watch the voice yesterday. i think this was the first time that i miss it all because i was too sleepy to watch some more. i think being a lab rat can be a bit exhausting. i guess that's the reason why i dreamed of bamboo. but of G, i have no idea.

one of the tests i took yesterday was something they called 2d echo. its like an ultrasound for the heart. i didnt get to see my heart on the screen because ive left my eyeglasses but i was able to hear my heart. its fascinating. at times it sounded like an ocean wave, sometimes like thunder, sometimes like a barking dog or laud gargling. basta ang galing! it killed my suspicions that maybe im an alien...Yess!!tao talaga ko!!haha

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chatting with bff now. bff is a brave woman. the kind of person that will make you want to be brave too. she just came from a solo trip to cambodia. and now im thinking if i should go to my cebu trip alone too. but i got the next weekend planned already..so maybe its not time to be brave yet. ive also told her about this up coming event im itching to go to. if she's here, i know she'd come, but she just cant fly here from malaysia just now so she told me to just do it alone..and i thought, "why not?".. but i guess id change my mind once the effect of bff's bravery on me wear off.

sometimes i wonder how far i can go if im not so afraid...

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will be back to my "cage" tomorrow. i wish i dont feel this sick about it. this should stop soon.

10:43 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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