it's a tuesday morning.
a lot of things running in my head. i need to write.
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arrived at edsa 2 hours earlier than my shift. was late almost 1 hour yesterday so i left the house an hour earlier tapos this?? this in unfair!!!..haha. echos lang. not complaining.
masaya rin palang dumarating ng maaga. feeling mo kahet ano pwede mong gawin. free time = freedom. freedom. wow. feeling ko kung may isang bagay na sobrang importante saken, siguro freedom yun.
decided to pass the time at some food chain one ride away from the office. sat at the seat near the glass walls overlooking the busy streets of metro manila. earphones in my ears playing music in full volume and a yeng remulla book in my hands. kulang nalang coffee tas a little rain. priceless. sa totoo lang, ganito lang naman ang kaligayahan ko. simple lang.
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i wonder if im starting to settle for a mediocre life.. ayoko non. ayoko ng ganun.
sa totoo lang, kuntento naman ako-masaya, even- sa kung anong meron ako. hindi lang ako kuntento sa kung ano ako. i think that's what aches inside me most of the time..
hinahanap ko parin yung greatness.. gusto ko paring maging great. siguro delusional lang ako, but be it.
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last night at dinner, we were all joking around and they were teasing me about what became of my career etc. that was when bro said, "ganun ata talaga pag matalino, maraming gustong gawin.."
know what, i really love how brother thinks highly of me when i can barely think of myself that way.. it makes everything a whole less awful.
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there's a lot of things to be thankful for it's making my heart swell.
i may not have everything i want at the moment. but with everything i have at the moment, im really really thankful.
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