just read an excerpt from LOVE 2.0 by Barbara L. Fredrickson. the contents made sense.. im gonna think of a way to incorporate the idea in life. nice.

sabi sa nabasa ko importante daw ang ginagawa mo from 6pm onwards until bago ka matulog kasi yung mga emotions, experiences, insights daw na nakukuha mo around that time e mas effective na naaabsorb ng subsconscious mind mo. narealize ko lang na lately bago ko matulog e mga toxic articles at comments sa facebook ang nababasa ko... so time to change.

from now on, im just gonna let the rp crumble. naaawa parin naman ako sa pilipinas, but adding up to the toxicity will not make our country better anyway. so yeah. no more toxic stuff before sleep.

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mom and i were discussing about business over dinner yesterday. said figures aren't looking good. baka better daw na wag nalang ituloy. the tita's who are in charge of the place were a bit malabo. i drew the plan of the stall thinking that we'll be having half of the place because that was what tita1 told me.. and then tita2 just told dad yesterday that it should be 1/6. good thing we havent called the carpenter yet. now, talk about communication issues. jeez. im just glad that my relationship with my brother is not like that. but whatebs.

so, what now? idk. what's weird is that every time na may projects na hindi matutuloy or mukhang di na matutuloy, i always feel this sense of relief and.. freedom? yung para bang... can be whatever i want to be. ganun. ewan ko kung meron na naman akong unresolved (and yet-to-be-discovered) issue. my commitment issue ba ko? believe me, this girl commits. but then... idk.

still, this is not yet final. i will talk to bro once he's back. mom said maybe we can just do it from home.. that way we can reduce overhead. the idea was so-so. we used to have higher foot traffic years back, but now, not so much anymore. pero basta. bahala na. ano kayang pwede kong gawin?

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failed to live healthy for more than a couple of days. ill be P3000 poorer by the end of june. huhu.

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its been 5days. thought of writing about how my last friday went so as to document the experience.. kaso mejo expired. na. dapat pala sinulat ko na to nung friday.

well, wala lang naman. after the meeting, naaya lang ako lumabas with tm peeps. it was fun. i really love these people.

they were saying na lalabas lang daw kasi nalulungkot daw si C, which got me curious kung bakit. i was thinking maybe he broke up with the gf na. well, he didnt. sayang. haha. charot.

anyway, ayun. kwentuhan, tawanan, etc etc. nalaman kong marunong pla si c ng numerology something. parang sasabihin mo lang zodiac sign mo tas birthday mo tas zodiac sign at birthday ng taong gusto mo, blah blah blah. when my turn came, it got me a bit confused that c was relating my zodiac sign and birthday to his. i got too confused i forgot to listen. haha. ang naalala ko lang, ok daw kami. mejo weird lang. pero wala lang naman siguro yun. taken sya e. naalala ko lang nung nagka partner kami before sa "anything goes". i remember he asked for my birthday. i wonder if he makes it a habit of asking people's bday for that purpose.

i gave him R's bday too just to verify how accurate his readings are, and it was pretty accurate indeed. galing nga e.

then, more kwentuhan. the convo pretty much revolved around love life. nakapag kwento na ng lovelife ang lahat pero hindi man lang ako nakasagap ng clue sa love life ni mentor. hmp. well, i was just curious.

then 11 came. ayoko pa sanang umuwi. kaso galit na nanay ko..haha.. buti pa si cinderella 12 ang curfew. lol.

i went home with the other 2 girls. we rode b's car. when we were there, the love life related convo continued (kabitin nga naman kasi). tas since 3 lang kami, i got the nerve to ask L, "Si <insert crush's name here> at <some guy's name here> ba e couple or something?" she said, hindi naman daw. friends lang daw.. nag discuss pa tungkol sa kung ano tingin namin sa pref ni mentor.. though hindi ko alam ang degree ng accuracy ng sagot ni L, natuwa parin ako. still, i want a more reliable answer.. maybe i should just ask mentor directly. haha.. ang tapang lang e no..

well, ayun lang naman.

this friday will be the first friday na walang tm meeting since i joined last jan. mejo nakakalungkot. tas sa next meeting may speech pala ako ulet. i still have about a week and a half left. hindi ko pa memorized. nakakatamad.

nakakalungkot.

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11mins past 4..got to end this.

ciao!

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