I woke up reading Sir Dean's fb post and shedded a few drops of tears. Good tears. Wala lang. Naalala ko kasi yung pangarap ko. Yung maging katulad ako ni Dean. 

I called the office last night. Told them I can't go to work. It's been three days since the back of my head has been feeling heavy like it's about to explode. I'm planning to see the doctor today. 

The last weekend had been full of activities. Yesterday, after battling against laziness, I went to Ricky Lee's screening for this free script writing workshop he is about to conduct this Nov. Met up with Yang. Good thing, she was able to go. I saw Celine too (hello,  Celine!!) !! I'm glad I went there. I enjoyed the screening. They made us write a story using the 6 elements provided. Natuwa lang ako sa naisulat Kong story. 

It was a letter. It started with "dear gabby" and the letter tells the whole story. It was a love story. Love triangle actually. I dont want to get to the details as I intend to write it again. I don't always love the things I write but I really love the outcome of this one. Nakaainis lang,  dapat pala pinicturean ko muna bago ko pinasa. Now I don't have  a copy. 

After writing the story,  nagkaron ng interview which I enjoyed a lot. Said there were 4000 people who initially joined. 2000 were left after the first screening..  From that 2000 and thousands more of walk in participants only 30 to 40 peopxle will be chosen. Sabi nga ng faci namin, pag Hindi ka napili,  Hindi ibig sabihin wala kang kakayahan magsulat. Sadyang marami lang talagang sumali. I don't know if I'd be chosen but I'm really glad I went. I realized that I really love writing. I just hope I can have a copy of the story that I wrote there. Ugh! Bat kasi Hindi ko pinicturan. Huhu. 

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Mom and dad will be leaving to go to surigao tonight to fix mom's birth certificate. They might be staying there for a couple of weeks or so. Mom hired a helper so that someone will wash my clothes and pick me up from work. I miss my mom already. I know,  that doesn't sound so adult,  right? 

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I've been distracted for the past weeks and months. But now I remember. Why I do the  things I do or how I painfully cut off things in my life to pursue my dreams. I now remember and I feel both happy and scared at the  same time. Thank you, sir Dean for reminding me. Now, I'm ready to get up and pursue it again (but  I think I have to see the doctor first). 

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