my stomach feels funny. wrong timing. it's gonna be a long day today.
just got an inquiry last night that didn't end up with a sale then today there's another one. i booked one product to be picked up on 18th. not bad for a 70+ pesos worth of FB ad.
as for that other biz im trying to put up, takte, this will cost me 350 for 7 days and it's day 2. I earned 50 likes, all of which, non-income generating. i guess that's life. laging full of surprises. but really, i think im liking the emotional turbulence that this is causing me.
i remember pareto's law though. the one that states that "for many events, roughly 80% of the effects come from 20% of the causes..."←source: wikipedia. i wonder if i should drop the one that is not producing any results.
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TM night tonight. i asked neri to go with me sa meeting, said she cant. she's facing some family prob daw and i think malabo na talaga syang mag renew. this is saddening. she's someone closest to me in our club.
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was chatting with bff last night. a few days back she reported that she already have a bf. her first. so we were all gaga about it at kahit na we're oceans apart (she was in taiwan then, now in malaysia. im in ph), mega kwento parin.
bff: nakaka turn on pala pag yung taong gusto mo turned on din sayo no?
z: talaga? yung parang naiihi?
lol. we had a lot of cute exchanges na super funny kasi super nene kaso mejo nsfw. nakakatuwa lang. i rememer when i first heard the song "a friend" by keno back in highschool, i asked the Heavens for that kind of friendship. Ang bait ng Diyos kasi binigay nia. i thank God for friends na kaya mong maging uncensored knowing na they won't judge you and sila rin, alam na di mo sila ija-judge. sana makeep ko tong friendship na to for life.
funny though, ive always been thinking about this day. of bff finally finding someone in her life. ive always known myself to be the extreme jealous type. kala ko nga maiinggit ako. or at least matatakot man lang on how this could affect our friendship. pero hindi ko naramdaman both. maturity ba to? or acceptance of defeat?
ACCEPTANCE OF DEFEAT???! what are you talking about, z???
i dont know... remember pareto's law?
sighsss.. maybe im just overthinking. i hope i am.
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nalulungkot ako na hindi na namin makakasama si neri sa club. i wonder if we'd be able to reach 20 members before march 30. i dont doubt gabby's super powers in convincing people to join us. still, kailangan nia parin ng support namin di ba? manliligaw daw kami ng potential members tonight. ugh. i feel like im gonna get sick.
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