He got an aura- a vibe- like that of R. 

Dreading that I could give him the same effect, I laid down all my cards early on just so he knows what I am and what I can offer. I don't know if I should've done the opposite. Or maybe it was because of that little blunder I did a week ago that made my cards ineffective. It feels like things are getting out of hand recently. I can only wish I am wrong. I really have no idea how to fix this.

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the rake is about to get back into my circle of vision soon. I know how his type works but sadly this knowledge will not grant me the immunity to their effect. But he got an even better target now so I think I'm a little safer. Still. Better. Be. Careful. 

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I feel like my love life since I sort-of started having one consists of endless fleeing and hunting and fleeing and hunting, repeat until you rot chenez. How can I end up with an at least okay relationship kung laging ganito? 

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In my defense, hindi ako attracted sa gay guys per se. Attracted ako sa mga lalaking, gentle, smart, neat, at sensitive. Nagkakataon lang talaga na madalas, gay sila. Madalas lang. Hindi lagi. Okay? 

PS: I loved your hair today (technically yesterday). Bagay. 

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