I'm back on vacation mode because I'm effing sick. I'd love to just lie in bed but my body just won't let me. Recently, it developed a rule that if I exceed 6 hours, it'll hurt like eff to kick me out of bed. I've never slept for more than 6 hours since. I became an instant early riser.
I plan to watch a movie and actually see a doctor by the afternoon. I'd gladly see them earlier, pero alam kong late naman sila darating so afternoon. But what I love about being sick is that it helps you sleep deeply. I'm half conscious most of the time during sleep. Last night, I wasn't so. Sana tonight din.
Was watching Bo Sanchez's Full tank las night and he talked about "not comparing". I feel so out of joy lately and they say that gratitude can bring you joy so let's give it a try. Let's count our blessings!
1. I'm seeing the sun by the window. My baby plants are probably happy.
2. Every morning whenever I leave the house way before dawn for work and then by the evening when I get back, Dad, with his old and ailing body, always send and pick me up to the bus stop to keep me safe.
3. A dog from the neighborhood we named "Pogi" accompanies Dad whenever he sends or picks me up. So sweet our Pogi.
4. I have a job that allows me to have a breakfast break for 2 hours in the morning, 1 hour at lunch and watch movies or korean novelas anytime I want.
5. Sis-in-laws cooking tastes great
6. We have a sari-sari store named after me where I can get all the chicha I want (so long as Mom won't find out).
7. We have a loading station too! And I often get free load.
8. I can speak Japanese. It can be pretty pointless when nobody else does, but at least, it's still pretty cool. Plus, it gave me a job.
9. I have a fully functioning body that allows me to do the things I want to do and go to places I want to go.
10. I have a family, few wonderful friends, plants and pets that I love so much.
11. I may not be rich, but I have money to spend.
12. And food to eat
13. People to love and talk to.
14. A bed that Mom gave me as a birthday gift years ago. Uratex foam with air holes. It didn't relieve me of back pain just like we hoped, but I still love this bed.
15. I have a crazy, goofy and maldita-but-sweet niece that I love so much.
Sitting here in my bed, I realized I've got countless of things to be thankful for. Sabi sa nabasa ko sa Facebook, kung tutuusin, lahat naman tayo, blessed. Masyado lang tayong madrama.
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Tomorrow, maybe I'm gonna get back to work. Hopefully by then, my nose is no longer dripping and I'm no longer barking (coughing).
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