It's a Friday. I excused myself from attending the meeting because tomorrow, I'll be accompanying Dad to have a doctor check his lab results. And on Sunday, we have a Club Officer's Training.

I feel bad because it's the last meeting for this term but I wasn't there to support the outgoing officers, specially Jer. And I can't even make bawi kasi nga last na. I'm so sorry.

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The month of June is almost over and it had been quite a month for me. Natest talaga ang tibay ng puso ko. And yet, I really can't say that this is a bad month.

I had the final assessment kanina from the Japanese client of the company that I'm applying for. Dahil lagi kong nakakalimutan ang Japanese ng "Civil Engineering", sinulat ko nalang. Tas sinulat ko na rin yung buong self-introduction ko para babasahin nalang. Wrong move.

This girl cannot multitask for the life of her. So when I read out loud, I can't go thinking at the same time. Either nagbabasa lang ako or nag-iisip ako, hindi pwedeng sabay. So when I noticed my sentences weren't connecting, too late na nang malaman kong may ilang lines pala akong hindi ko nabasa. Kaya pala ang tahimik lang nung j-guy sa kabilang linya. Ang wierd na pala ng pinagsasabi ko. Good thing he had other questions after that, kaya kahit paano, I was able to prove I can speak and understand the language pretty well.

Few minutes after the phone call, Sir P called me to say "nakapasa ka naman".

Ang kulit ng choice of word ng taong to. Blunt. Raw.

Though I like it that way, palaisipan parin sakin kung paano sya napunta sa Talent Acquisition Team with that communication style. Not that it's bad. It's just so different from the usual.

Parang gusto kong isama to sa club namin minsan. Lol.

Anyway, ayun na. Said I'll drop by their office on Monday to check the Job Offer. I remember when I was talking to the TL, I clearly told him I can only take shifts between 6am to 6pm and he was like, "sige tingnan natin".

Iniisip ko tuloy kung inuto lang ba nila ko tas mauuwi lang rin kami sa night shift. Pero ayoko na mag-apply pa. Ang laki na ng nagagastos ko sa Grab. Tapos may sakit pa si Papa.

Ang wierd lang, this is the first co that I said no to. Tas dito rin pala ko babaksak. Lol. At least, I'll be getting 2x my salary. Ok na rin. Had I said yes to them on their first offer, anlaki siguro ng natipid ko sa pamasahe and I could've spared myself from the mental torture I've brought myself into.

Pero in a way, hindi naman ako nagsisisi. I was able to meet some people, at sa dami ng j-interview na napuntahan ko, feeling ko talaga ang laki ng iginaling ko sa nihongo. 

I told my brother about this. Sabi ko rin sa kanya, ipon lang ako tas pag mahirap alis na ko after 6 months. Tanda ko sinabi ko rin to sa 1st and current companies ko. And I lasted in these companies for 5 and 6 years respectively. Well, we'll see.

Pero hangga't wala pang contract signing, wala naman talagang nakakaalam.

Half of the year will be over soon and it looks like my life is turning 180 degrees.

Hindi ko sure kung anong nararamdaman ko about this. Siguro for now, I just need some sleep.

10:28 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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