I want to have an afternoon tea, British style, like a royalty.
Packing my stuff as I'll be going back to Mandaluyong by the evening.
Most of the time, I feel like I have very little time for everything, yet I just spent an hour watching random Youtube videos about social graces.
My bag is often a mess. Also my room, but I really love seeing things in perfect order. It's just so nice watching people displaying manners like a royalty. Gusto kong pumunta ng England.
I'm starting to feel that walang-gana feeling again. Gusto kong ipagdamot ang oras ko sa mga bagay na masyadong demanding sa oras kahit hindi naman talaga sila mahalaga. Or at least hindi ganun kahalaga.
I'm now employed. Well, 1 week lang naman ang itinagal ng unemployment ko. It's just that, this work is so much different from the one I've had for the last 6 years. This might take some getting used to. Bukod pa don, wala pa rin akong login credentials, so wala rin akong pc. I can't really check emails and messages as often as I used to.
Tinatamad na ko. I think extracurricular activities are called EXTRAcurricular for a reason. Hindi siguro logical na yun pa yung kumakain ng pinakamaraming oras mo.
I wonder if I should just strip myself off of all these burdensome tasks and focus on things that I truly care about.
Sabi ng most tenured j-agent in this co, he trained for 2-weeks daw before going live. Tomorrow starts my 2nd training week so I'm preparing myself emotionally for the posibility that real work will start by the ffg week.
I'm yet to talk to Meguri to teach me the right call spiel. Takte kasi, ang daming ganap. Nahihiya naman akong i-text sya ng weekend kahit na alam kong mag re-reply naman yun. Pero the fact that I have a person to consult and ask for help to, and a very competent one at that, I know I'm more than blessed.
I'm planning to attend J-classes by August. Sana makahanap ako ng native Japanese na sensei. Kasi kung wala, I might need to contact my first Japanese sensei and ask her to teach me. She's probably old by now.
I'm actually feeling kinda happy these days.
But today, I just want some peace.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:37 AM.