Thoughts while in the bus
土曜日: December 14, 2019



Saturday. I'm yet to sleep. This effin bus is super slow I wonder if I can save time if I'll just get off here and ride a different bus. I already paid in full.

A lot of things.

Work is getting a whole lot challenging. I didn't care so much back then, but now, tinatablan na ko pag nagagalit yung user. I've been feeling low these past couple of days because of this.

On a lighter note, ang babait ng mga kasama ko sa work. Things are so much better because of them. 

Then there are things outside work.

Yesterday, I woke up 4:45pm with messages from different people saying the same thing. Something that makes my heart feel so heavy, I don't really know what to do with it.

Naalala ko yung sabi ng late friend ko na si Cris. Minsan daw kailangan mong saktan ang tao para iligtas sya sa sarili nya. If you care for someone and he's running towards a cliff to his own demise, you gotta do what you gotta do. If he's not listening when you told him to stop, then tackle with him, pin him on the ground, break his leg if you must--all to stop him from destroying himself. I don't know if love is always this complicated. I don't know.

Pero ok lang. Kaya nya yan. I know, kaya nya yan.

Family stuff.

I booked a place around metro for my family to stay over tbe weekend next week. I bought a reservation for a dinner cruise for all six of us. Sa totoo lang, gusto ko mag-ipon at mag invest. Para samin din naman talaga even yung pag-iipon at pag iinvest part. Pero naalala ko kasi si Tita Be. She tried bringing Lola out as much as she can when Lola was still alive. But Lola was too old to enjoy it, she couldn't even climb into the car. I'm worried that if I wait till I have more than enough money na e too old na ang parents ko to enjoy the things I want them to experience. So, sige. Bahala na.

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Gaaarawr! Napaka traffic. Nakakapikon. Ugh.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:54 AM.

2 コメント



Comment posted on December 14th, 2019 at 03:40 PM
i can feel you girl. that push and pull to invest or to splurge on things you enjoy. i'd say the latter. and life is too short to let time pass without enjoying once in a while. kelangan natin yan girl.

on traffic, i know, it's hell these days. kung kelan kelangan lagi ako nasa office at di pwede magwork from home. ugghhh
Comment posted on December 15th, 2019 at 11:26 AM
Agree! Enjoy dapat. And good luck sa atin re traffic. Hahaha.
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