Bo Sanchez often tells the story on how he met his wife. Sabi nya, he used to see her daw, not as a woman, but as a monoblock chair. Gaya ng tingin nya sa mga furniture. Dinadaan daanan nya lang. Masyado daw kasi syang busy nun.
A friend and I was chatting a few days back. The friend had just gotten married February last year and is now pregnant. As usual, she's still pressuring me about my relationship status.
Know what, I've thought about it for long and I think it's about time to give it a rest. Ayoko nang pilitin ang sarili ko sa awkward dates, chats, whatevs. Ok naman ako as is. Bakit kailangan ko pang baguhin?
This allows to me free up a lot of my time and focus on things that I truly like to do. I also feel less awkward around men now as I no longer see them as a potential love life. All good.
But then, there's this monoblock chair that I've been noticing for a while now...
Pero wala lang naman. Mukhang hindi naman sya single. Siguro tamang pampasaya lang ng araw habang iniisip ko pa kung paano ko magagawa lahat ng gusto ko sa buhay.
Si Monoblock Chair. Lol.
Promise, wala akong gagawin.
Area contest in 2 days time. Tinatamad akong umalis pero excited akong makita ang mga friends ko. Nalulungkot ako dahil alam kong wala sya and I'm really sad on how things turned up for him. At times I wonder how he's doing. At times I'm worried on how his absence will affect us, people of the same circle, now that he's no longer around. Ang dami kong hindi alam. Ayoko pa rin magtanong. Sa tingin ko kasi, minsan, ang kindest na pwede natin gawin sa isang tao e to not ask them difficult questions.
Nalulungkot pa rin ako.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:56 PM.