So, paano magsisimula?
He approached in a diplomatic way. I'm not that harsh. I told him I've been busy. And that I've long been wanting to take a leave of absence. I don't know why talking with this person makes me feel emotionally exhausted every time. Siguro hindi nya naman talaga kasalanan. He said there are only 2 months left for the term, and asked for us to finish this together. I still feel tired. I know we're not at odds. If anything, we're actually allies. But... I don't know.
I hope he'll stop pushing me into giving more time and energy than I have. I think this is the only way I can stay.
Thursday off and I spent most of the day sleeping. Parents sleep early these days so I really only get to see them during meal time. Nasanay na akong gising sa gabi, kaya ito, gising pa ko.
Mejo tinatamaan ako ng lungkot these days. At siguro pagod din. Yung emotional na pagod na hindi napapawi ng tulog at pahinga.
Anong magandang Kdrama pang divert? Takte, di kaya ng puso ko yung Hotel del Luna. Pakdis, ang scary!
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Written by cinderellaareus at 02:50 AM.