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日曜日: June 27, 2021



Peaceful Sunday at work. I had the Avaya setup on my work PC, so I'm free to use my phone now as I no longer need to connect to VPN.

Still need to regulate my netflix time though as my eyes still hurt from time to time. I forgot to book an appointment to the doctor on monday. Andami pa man din hanash pag nagpabook ka same day. O sya. Bahala na.

No news re pdt backup. Balita ko magreresign na daw si Hudas. Dahil kababalik ko lang rin naman sa work, di ko masyadong pansin, pero sabi ng kasama ko sa JP team, we were having fewer JP calls daw these days. Also, we were supposed to be having communication training. Probably JP language training. Ewan bakit di natuloy. Ewan kung matutuloy pa.

Avail today. I can watch Naruto. I just don't. I've been reading Naruto fandom site and found a lot of spoilers. I feel like my heart is not yet prepared on what to come. Huhu. Plus, wikipedia labeled Jiraiya as deceased. Huhu. Ero sennin. I kennat.

Hayst. What a waste of heartbreak. They're not even real. Tokwa.

Know what, I worked real hard in my 20s. I sure am reaping the fruits of my hardwork now. But I feel like I'm wasting my 30s overindulging on things that most probably will not get me anywhere nearer the life I want to live.

Pero gusto kong maniwala na may perks ang overindulgence lalo na sa katulad ko.

A few days back, I bought a small box of ferrero. Mom eats chocolate sparingly, so I practically ate the whole box in less than 2 days. Ngayon, pakiramdam ko, ayoko nang kumain ng ferrero ever.

See. Overindulging for 2 days saved me from eating overpriced, unhealthy chocolates for the rest of my life! That's saving my health and finances at the same time, di ba?

I wonder if other people are like this too— finding ways to trick themselves because they lack the discipline to tackle their own demons head on. 

Doesn't seem to work on Netflix indulgence though.

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Trying the audio visualization to manifest massive wealth and abundance. I can't seem to pull off the same trick I did to get this much salary. That one requires a peaceful heart. I find it so hard to be at peace these days. 

Ano bang nakakatakot sa pagigiging sobrang mayaman?



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:32 AM.

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