Tsk. I'm itching to create Naruto theme here in Tabulas. I already generated Naruto font for "cinderellaareus", only to realize, I need to upload it here, to embed the link, blah blah. I don't remember it so well, but I'm pretty sure all the other themes I've made here, I used the office pc of my previous company. In this co, naka citrix at vdi na nga lang kami, takot na takot pa kong gumamit for non-business purposes. Lol.

Should I buy a laptop na ba?

If there is one talent you wish to have, what would it be?

Dati tinanong ko ang nanay at kapatid ko, on separate occasion, kung saan sa tingin nila ako magaling, they both answered drawing daw. I've joined a poster making contest in high-school, hindi naman ako nanalo. I've brought a few medals from writing and speech contests home, I wonder why neither Mom, nor Brother, think I'm good at it. Maybe because they've never really seen my works.

Kung may talent ako na gusto ko ma acquire, at least at the moment, siguro drawing yun. Sa kababawang dahilan na gusto kong gumawa ng Naruto theme dito sa tabulas, kaso kinakabahan rin ako kumuha ng images from internet dahil sa copyright, though I always make sure to add credits naman.

I'm thinking of buying a laptop. Maybe I can buy it right away, pero gusto ko pa rin pag-ipunan. Mag aaral ako ng... i don't  know... siguro photoshop, or digital drawing something. Hindi ko lang sure kung meron ba akong time and talent para rito.

May technical drawing class nung college. Kinda expected since Civil Engineering ang course ko. My works were average, until Jenna thought me a secret on how to make my drawings clean. The secret is to never slide your drawing tools (ruler, triangle, etc.) on the paper. When I applied that on my next drawing, it looked so good, one of my classmates stared at it, thinking I asked Jenna to draw it for me. 

In our higher years, in our Timber, or maybe Reinforced Concrete Design class, we were required to design a 2-story residential house. A classmate commented on my elevation drawing saying mukha daw computer printed. We draw our plates by hand. Pero kahit anong ganda ng design at elevation drawing ko, I still sucked in perspective drawing so much, that my friend, Glaza, took pity and drew it for me. Yung perspective na magdamag kong tinapos pero pangit pa rin, natapos ni Glaza in few minutes, may mga puno puno pang kasama. Glaza is not particular with line weight, so unlike my drawings, hindi mukhang computer printed yung drawing nya. Pero hindi parin maitatanggi na magaling mag drawing si Glaza. Naisip ko then na kaya lang maganda yung ibang drawings ko was because I learned a few techniques. But I didn't really think I had the talent. Naisip ko nga non na kung may talent lang ako, tas may techniques pa, ang galing ko na siguro no. Lol. In the end, I got the highest score of 98 for that project. I was the only one who was given that score. I think Glaza got 95.

Pero hindi naman talaga ako interesado sa pag drawing ng bahay. Hindi ko talaga alam kung saan ba ako interesado, pero alam ko rin na I can't put my life on hold until I figured out what I want to do with my life. I guess I just really have to figure it out along the way, no.

Pero alam mo, whether through techniques or talent, nakakamiss maging magaling at something. To perform well, and have people acknowledge you for it. 

But I'm a 35 yo woman. Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left to prove anymore. I really want to take things easy now. Parang early retirement phase. Ganun. Pero ewan ko. Will it be worth it to live an easy life ba?

Hindi ko alam. At gaya ng dati, ayoko parin magkamali.

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