Ang cute ng boses nung kausap kong Japanese kanina. Para syang anime. Kinilig ako ng very slight.
Naalala ko pangarap kong mag asawa ng foreigner dati. Hindi ako masyadong attracted sa white. Mas bet ko yung asian.
Pero sa ngayon, hindi ko na alam. Ang dami kasing kaganapan at hindi ko na maisiksik ang mga bagay na feeling ko, hindi naman talaga mahalaga.
Balak kong maglayas samin. And I'm going to bring my parents with me. Normally, children run away from their parents, and not with them, di ba. LOL. It's kinda ridiculous. I'm having 2nd thoughts on bringing them though.
Brother and I had a fight again. Petty reasons as always. I wonder if this is how Dad felt when he and my late uncle, Tito Peping, were fighting. Tito was so much like my brother, you know. Except that my brother doesn't really hurt anyone physically.
I remember Dad used to say that Tito was actually very loving despite his nasty attitude. I can say that the same is true for my brother. A good man, with an evil temper.
Pero alam mo, I realized that you can love people all you want, but if you don't treat them well, then it's all useless.
I'm currently looking for a place to move in. Ang mahal. Ang hirap. Hindi practical. So, I'm challenging myself to gather a huge amount of money in 3 months. Enough to buy or build a house without taking a home loan. Sana kayanin.
I kinda feel sorry for Mom. When siblings fight, yung parents ang naiipit. She said she'll come with me if I'll move out. But I know it will break her heart if she'll leave my brother and her grandchildren. Naisip ko na rin na tiisin nalang ang ugali ng kapatid ko... pero kasi, I'll eventually leave anyway. I might as well do it now na mejo bata pa ko and can still earn much, lalo na't pandemic at mas konti ang gastos.
Nung una, mejo nalulungkot pa ko. Pero ngayon, mejo nakaka excite. I prefer to build the house, instead of buying ready built ones in subdivisions. Hindi naman kasi kami sanay sa sobrang liit na bahay. Will be meeting parin someone from Camelia homes this Thursday.
Pero icha challenge ko parin yung sarili ko to produce at least 1M in 3 months. Sana talaga magawa ko to.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 05:07 PM.