6:30 am- wake up, feed cats, clean cats' room

7:30 am- eat breakfast

8:00 am- take a bath

8:30 am- set up pc for work, feed cats

9:00 am- work

11:00 am- 1st break, feed cats

1:00 pm- lunch, feed cats, wash cat bowls

4:00 pm- last break

6:00 pm- shut down pc, clean up desk, feed cats

6:30 pm- dinner

7:00 pm- evening shower, play with cats

8:00 pm- facial yoga, evening routine, feed cats

8:30 pm- prep bed

9:00 pm- sleep

Hindi talaga ko madisiplinang tao, but I religiously follow my schedule lalo na't may trabaho. Over 8 hours ang tulog ko daily. Hindi naman busy sa work. Nakapag crochet nga ko ng placemats while on shift e.

Pero ang daming bagay na di ko nagagawa lately. Hindi ako nakaka netflix, hindi rin masyadong nakakapag browse ng fb newsfeed, or kahit ng tabulas. Hindi ko pa natatapos ang FCON classes ko. I never had time to chat with friends, sobrang behind na rin ako sa mga new eps ng boruto.

Siguro ito yung dahilan kung bakit pagod na pagod ako lately kahit di naman ako kulang sa pahinga.

Pagod? Or undermotivated? Hindi ko alam.

Our relatives in surigao del norte were badly hit by the typhoon. For days, mom was trying to get a hold of her siblings na dun nakatira. Kanina lang nya sila na contact. 

Giba daw yung bahay. Wala namang namatay. I could hear their conversations over the phone, and Tita wasn't asking for anything. Yet my  mom, who already sent some money, is still planning to send more.

Sa totoo lang, kuripot ang nanay ko. Pero sa mga panahong ganito, bigla syang nagkakaron ng pera.

I've watch Kryz Uy's post on what happened to their house in cebu. Ang ganda at anlaki ng 3-storey house nila, pero sobrang laki parin ng naging damage. Imagine what it can do to smaller houses.

Paano kaya magpapasko ang mga taong nawalan ng tahanan, kabuhayan, or worse, ng mahal sa buhay?

Sympathy is cheap. Alam ko naman. And I feel really cheap right now.

Wala akong extra money at the moment, but producing money should be easy.

Ayoko lang. Ewan.

...

Ang alam ko lang, pagod na pagod ako ngayon.

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