12:01 AM. It's no longer Wednesday.
A few hours ago, I finished watching "Love Hard" in Netflix. Kahit predictable, na enjoy ko pa rin.
Was on SL today—technically yesterday. Had a long-overdued follow-up check up with my eent. Lump in my throat. Mom has this bigger lump in her own throat, so I brought her along. From how the conversation we had with the doc went, Mom will probably go on a major operation. I'm hoping that mine will still be the same as how it had been for the last 3-4 years. Kasi naman, wala na kong leave. If I'd undergo a major operation, 2 weeks daw ang recovery period, meaning, 2 weeks akong walang sahod. We need money.
Bahala na. We'll be getting the results tomorrow. Sabi ng doc, if the lump is bigger than 1.5 cm, then kailangang operahan. Mine was 0.0xx cm 2 years ago. Nung kinapa ng doc, wala naman daw syang nasalat. Sana maliit parin.
Hereditary daw ang sakit na to. Kaya siguro parehas kami ni mama. I hope that my brother's children will not have this. My nephew, Kyler, has an inborn blood disease already. Pero mainam parin na macheck.
I'm glad that I enrolled Mom sa HMO namin at work. Wala na kong iintindihin sa gastos. Problema lang e yung mga house chores that mom usually do. She said she'll get a maid. Sana makakuha kami. She plans to have my tita find us a maid from their province. Hindi lang ako pabor na isasama nya pa yung tita ko rito sa bahay pag hinatid nya na yung maid. I get along with my other titas, i just don't like this tita in particular. I don't hate her. Ayoko lang na tumira sya ulet dito. Mom and I had a little argument because of this kanina.
Naiirita ako sa mga kamag-anak ng mama ko lately. Yung iba kasi kung makahingi ng pera sakin, hindi man lang nahiya e. I mean, it's kinda normal if they will ask my mom for money. Pero sakin? Seriously?
Ewan. Kahit yung mga bata dun, hindi ko naman inaanak, nanghihingi ng pamasko. Kahit load daw. Ako nga di naglo load e.
Aminado naman ako na mejo madamot talaga ko. Bukod don, ayoko rin talaga sa kanila. Wala akong binigyan kahit isa. Bwahaha!
I want to give my family a good life. By "family", I mean my parents, my brother and his family, and our pets—yun lang. It doesn't extend to my titos and titas, up to their apos sa tuhod. No way!
Takot ang mama ko sa dugo, injections, and things related to that. When we were at the hospital talking about her possible operation, I held her hand to check if it was cold out of fear—hindi naman.
We had a neck ultrasound and blood test. 1st time pala ng mama ko na magpa ultrasound. I asked her kung di ba sya inultrasound nung pinanganak kami ng kapatid ko. Sabi nya hindi daw, dahil walang pera.
I'm just glad that I have money now. That Mom doesn't have to worry about anything anymore.
Universe, I'm truly grateful. Maraming salamat.
Also, pengi pa ng mas maraming pera.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:21 AM.