Gah! I felt like I've lost a few years off my life from shock.

A friend told me na nakipagrelasyon daw sya sa iba. She's married with 2 kids, and I know her husband. I felt so relieved when she told me it didn't involve anything physical, and it only lasted for 2 weeks.

Ang hirap. Tokwa. I didn't know what to say. Madaling pagalitan ang mga nagkakasala at sabihing, "umayos ka", "ayusin mo buhay mo", "isipin mo ang mga anak mo", blah, blah, blah... but these lines mean you're taking the person's struggles lightly. 

Naisip ko lang na isa sa mga fears ko about having a relationship e yung gumising ka isang araw na ayaw mo na. Yung tipong wala namang mali sa partner mo pero hindi mo mashake yung feeling na hindi mo na gustong magpatuloy pa. Ang hirap.

I told my friend na pag-isipan nyang mabuti... and all other lousy advice, kasi hindi ko naman talaga alam. I'm just an outsider with zero involvement in their situation, but I still feel bothered... and sad. I feel sorry of the husband, but I can't judge my friend either. I've known her for so long. She's a kind-hearted woman.

Ang hirap...

I've been single for so long. If I happen to find someone and settle, I think I'd think twice before cheating, no? I will, right? What makes people cheat anyway?

I'm also partly annoyed that a good man is being treated like that. But I love my friend, I can't possibly hate her. Tsk, ano bang gagawin ko?

She said I'm her "only true friend". Sa totoo lang, gusto ko syang batukan.

05:15 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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