月曜日. June 27, 2022

Shinigami no sei ka

Another death from someone I know in Toastmasters. Parang kamamatay lang rin ng kakilala ko from another club just weeks back. It's sad and scary. Death.

I went on SL today as I injured my feet last night. I was drying my glass lunch box when it slipped from my hand and landed on my feet, shattering broken glasses around me. By the time I noticed, my feet were already bleeding.

I managed to sleep longer and even had an afternoon nap today.

I haven't been feeling well these days. I think it's really convenient to become a woman, because when you feel a little suicidal, you can always blame it on PMS.

I'm trying not to think too much. BL manga used to keep me sane. It's probably still keeping me sane. I just feel a little... I don't really have a word for this feeling.

One of the earliest poems I've read when I was young (about 8, I guess) was about death. The words were painfully beautiful, I remember wanting to write like that.

Isn't it odd how humans are drawn to glum things like death and unrequited love? Surely, there's some inexplicable beauty in them, but isn't it about time for you to outgrow all these already, Z?

Nah... I really shouldn't think too much.


11:35 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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Comment posted on July 4th, 2022 at 10:50 AM
hey sis, ingat! and i feel you - thinking abt death and unrequited love (although this i seem to have outgrown already...wink) i've been saving poems for my own funeral. morbid, i know. but i have always told me family...it's reality and it will happen some day. we just have to accept that....or maybe i am scared too. :(
Comment posted on July 6th, 2022 at 12:47 PM
May nagsabi sakin noon na pag natatakot ka raw ibig sabihin nag-iisip ka. I guess it's a good thing. I've always believed that Death is so much kinder than life because it ends suffering, and treats everyone equally, unlike Life, di ba. It should be fine. *Mahigpit na yakap.*
Comment posted on July 7th, 2022 at 08:35 AM
so true sis. *hugs you back*

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