few months ako nagpa-member ako sa Young Living dahil i believed that a diffuser and some aromatherapy keme can help me relax after work. chaka para nakaka-happy. gumawa ako ng mga pamahid for pain, to help induce sleep, and promote immune support.
pero ang totoo kapag stressed ako ng tunay tinatamad akong gamitin ang diffuser kasi naiisip ko, ngayon relaxed ako tapos bukas hindi na naman.
kakalungkot.
sana makapag-quit na'ko sa trabaho.
pero minsan ang wish ko sana maging matalino ako para maging mas confident ako sa trabaho. yung sana alam ko lagi ang tamang dapat sabihin, sana magaling ako mag-resolve ng conflicts or makapag-decide man lang ako kung dapat ko bang sundin ang sinasabi sakin ng superior, or kung kelan ko dapat sundin ang instinct ko.
minsan nga parang ayoko nang mag-share ng saloobin or ideas or kwento kasi sa hindi ko malamang dahilan, pakiramdam ko tablado yung thoughts ko. kahit yung napaka-simpleng thoughts lang. parang mali, panget, hindi havey, pang-loser.
kaya yung mga anak ko minsan parang nakakahiyang ikwento kasi baka nahawa na sila ng kabobohan ko.ewankoba. parang wala silang talents, parang hindi sila bright. pero hindi ko din alam.
may mga na-achieve naman akong bagay last year, tulad ng home improvement, at napalaki ko yung savings namin, chaka nakapag-provide kami ni hubby kahit papano sa mga pamilya namin. pero di ko na din masyado knukwento sa iba kasi later on, i might realize na lahat nang nagawa naming ito ay lubhang "maliliit". wala pa din. hindi pa din sasapat.
gusto ko lang magrant. chaka gutom na'ko.
medyo na-master ko na din yung art ng maging masaya para sa iba.
pero sa totoo lang, hindi ko ramdam na may taong masaya para sa akin. dahil nga, hindi naman nakakabilib ang kung ano mang pinag-gagawa ko sa buhay right now.
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Written by MeantimeNars at 05:34 PM.
And at the end, I still save their days.
Their insistence, not mine.
This year has been about allies turning into enemies, and betrayals after betrayals.
what's new
Staying grounded.
Save yourself. I'm only helping you to save yourself.
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Written by liruandlegallyraven at 11:03 AM.
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The tabulas tagboard used to be a staple of the old default tabulas templates until it went missing in our "new" tabulas default templates. I don't know whether Roy deliberately removed the tagboard tag <!--SITE['TAGBOARD]--> from the template code but here's how to bring it back again (if you want)
1. Go to your control panel > extras > tagboard > tagboard options
and tick (check) the checkbox on the Enable Tagboard field
2. Then go to Styles > Template
The View templates page will be automatically shown and your template currently being used should be Tabulas Default - Black & White. Click the EDIT link to start editing your template.
3. You will be shown the template editor where you can add the template codes as highlighted.
NOTE: IT IS IMPORTANT TO ADD THE
<link href="http://farm1.rykorp.net/templates/lani/style.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" />
where it is located on the code as the <!--SITE['CSS']--> tag is broken once you are not using the default template.
The HTML Code for the tagboard is
<!--SITE['TAGBOARD']::START-->
<div class="block">
<h3>Tagboard</h3>
<!--SITE['TAGBOARD']-->
</div>
<!--SITE['TAGBOARD']::START-->
The tag <h3>Tagboard</h3> is optional.. if you don't want your tagboard to have a title remove it. if you need to change the title then change the "Tagboard" text.
4. Give the template a new name and click save.
IT IS IMPORTANT that you give your newly edited template a new name as you are not able to save any edits on the default template 
5. Click the View templates link (Styles>template>View Templates) and locate your newly saved template by looking at the updated column.
After you have located your newly saved template click "Use this Template" to it's right
You should have the tagboard on your page when you go to your page.
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Written by harm.evil.lilac at 07:24 PM.
