I could hardly study...what's new?
My poor planning and time management is really getting in my way. Plus I had to help mom on her job and her additional workers. Nafufrustrate nako. Just obeyed mom when she asked to clean the floor and clean my room a bit as well. My room easily gets dusty and just so many stuff. Gonna slowly remove any stuff that I don't need. Parang no choice ako sumunod para hindi siya masyado mabunganga.
I haven't had the chance to buy a new diary. Stocks from National Bookstore went out quick and others from Lazada are too expensive. Might as well use an unused notebook lying around. Also ordered a new wallet as my current one is 3 years old and all its leather skin has been peeled off. I could still use it as a old looking wallet would make people think I'm really poor. lol
Mom made me look at a post about a contact service training program from tesda and then I left her while she said, "you're not going to apply?" Which is infuriating because she forgot that I'm doing self studying that she ruined during ber months. But words are not coming out of my mouth because I'm tired of saying it again and again to her. And now I'm back at square one again.
Honestly, I really need to finish what I've been doing this year. Tumatanda na si mama ang I can't really rely on her forever and also I have my plans for my life. I really, really seriously need to finish this year.
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Written by blueside2 at 11:11 AM.