at home. the heat's killing me. i cant wait to be back to work.
i skipped work today because im "sick" (quote and quote)...i hate lying especially to people that i respect. but i just cant help it this time, right. this is the only way i can think of. i wonder how much i can lose in a day. i wish it wont include you...
i was with a girl-friend yesterday talking girly stuff and all.. i may not have much and im not asking for a lot more. i just want to keep those that i have close to me.. if my bff had been here, there shouldve been the three of us making a fool of ourselves. suddenly feeling thankful..
again, with a heavy heart, i pressed the apply button. 2 co. at a time..i cant leave work too often or the project will suffer.. this is the last engineering related jobsearch for me. i am seriously considering going back to college and study something that excites me.. with that i need a job that doesnt require much of may time but gives decent pay.. i am bound to find them...makakahanap ka nyan..basta maghanap ka lang.. that's what my friend nini say.. i wonder if i am still eligible for upcat. i should search..
i thought it wont hurt..but it does..maybe it would subside once i see someone i dont like to see.. im wondering if im really doing myself a favor by doing all these...
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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:50 PM.