土曜日. September 18, 2021

Juuichi nichi me

Ika labing-isang araw ngayon. Bumalik na ko sa trabaho, dahil wala na kong sasahurin, at andami ko pang bayarin.

1 day lang ang ipinasok ko last week. Saka ko nalang siguro iisipin.

Still sick. I've lost about 5 kilos already. Yung na pandemic fats na na accumulate ko sa isa't kalahating taon ng pandemic, na lose on the 8th day of being sick. I still keep on losing weight to date, pero di parin naman ako payat. Mga 18 kilo pa siguro.

I can taste food na. I eat like a normal person, but not yet on my "normal" standard. May ice cream pa ko sa ref, takot akong kainin dahil sa ubo ko. I fear eating anything for the same reason. I've been coughing a lot, I've been having muscle pain na sa abs. I often drink green tea, because it's the most effective way to tame my cough. As a result, eto, GERD. Sana kayanin ng tiyan ko.

I still can't smell. Palyado naman talaga ang sense of smell ko noon pa, but it was never like this na wala talaga at all.

Mom still feels weak. She's lost only 2 kilos as she tries to eat as often as possible to regain some energy. Payat din naman kasi si Mama. Sobrang nakakapag alala pag nagkakasakit ang parents, lalo't senior. Sana talaga gumaling na si Mama. And me too. And Dad too. 

Namimiss ko nang huminga nang walang sumasabit sa lungs ko. Though I do feel a little better naman na, gusto ko parin maging healthy ulet.

antagal na napostpone ang mga plano ko sa buhay dahil sa sakit na to. Pero thankful na eventhough there's discomfort whenever I breathe, well, at least I'm still breathing. 

Sana talaga gumaling na kami.


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月曜日. September 13, 2021

Naosu to ii

Still sick, pero pumasok na ko dahil nahihiya na kong magpaalam na hindi papasok at wala na rin kasi ako g leave. Baka wala na kong sahurin. Ika anim na araw na muna ng magkasakit ako. My sense of taste is back, but not my sense of smell. 

It's Dad's 10th day of being sick. He seems fine now. Nagluluto na nga sya ulet. He's the one taking care of me and mom. It's Mom's 7th. Nauna syang nagkasakit sakin by 1 day. She's stil unwell, pero naglaba pa rin sya kahapon. I wish I have the money to buy yung washing machine japan style na isasalang mo lang tas paglabas sampay nalang. Or even better, yung paglabas naka plantsa na.

Sana gumaling na kami. Sobrang nakakapag-alala kasi.

Pagkapasok ko palang, nag iisip na kong mag half day. Andami nga lang naging kaganapan, hindi na ko nakapagpaalam. Now I have a little over 1 hour into my shift. Konting tiis pa.


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金曜日. September 10, 2021

Samut saring monku

Still super sick. I closed my Shopee shop, so I can rest. It's not like I have hundreds of intered buyers, but answering even one query is enough to make my head spin.

Thermometer read 36.9. Wala naman akong lagnat. Pero masakit ang ulo ko, nahihilo, my joints hurt, feeling lethargic, at wala ring ganang kumain. I started eating only plain rice as I can't take the taste of any ulam. Yung ilang kutsarang kanin, pinipilit ko pang ubusin.

Mom and Dad are sick too, though they seem to have gotten a little better. Or at least, they can eat. I also heard Brother and Sis-in-law coughing. Nahawa na siguro sila samin. Sana ang mga bata ay hindi magkasakit. We walk around the house wearing facemasks for the kids' safety, though I admit, minsan nakakalimutan kong isuot yung sakin.

Ang problema ko e kung paano ako mag-aabsent bukas as I'm still sick. Dami na namang hanash yan, for sure. Maiirita lang ako.

Naiintindihan ko naman why companies are strict when it comes to allowing leaves for the employees. But it's not like we have unli leaves, you know. Isn't the limited number of leaves enough to prevent employees from abusing their privileges? Kailangan nyo ba talagang pagapangin ang mga may sakit na empleyado papuntang COVID-infested hospitals para lang makapag present ng medcert? Napaka inhumane na system talaga. Hindi naman ganito kaarte ang company namin dati.

Sighs. Bahala na talaga.


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水曜日. September 8, 2021

Monku iu hima wa nai

Been busy lately. Paisa isang episode lang ng Bleach ng napapanood ko. Kagabi, I had a recurring dream about Rukia sticker at... tokwa, hindi ko maalala. Paulit ulit akong nananaginip ng same dream tas nagigising tas nananaginip ulet.

Haven't been feeling well these past few days. Mom and Dad are sick too. Bro and family are staying in their room most of the time para hindi mahawa ang mga bata. My baby nephew seems to miss Mom. Siguradong malulungkot sila pag lumipat kami ng bahay. I'm looking for a place near our house. I've  been talking to a few agents, pero wala pang nakakapag dala sakin sa actual place. Dahil rin ata sa pandemic. Umaasa pa rin ako na hindi scammer tong mga to. Lol.

I have sold-out 3 items on my Shopee store. Not so much, pero gusto ko pa rin i-celebrate ang bawat progress kahit gaano kaliit. Sabi ng kasama ko sa trabaho, ang hirap daw magpayaman. Siguro totoo, pero ayokong ilimit ang sarili ko sa mga ganitong klaseng opinyon lalo na't hindi ko pa nasusubukan.

I shipped out an item earlier. Naka facemask ako while preparing at panay ang punas ko ng lysol sa bawat layer ng packaging para siguradong safe ang buyer ko. Hindi kalakihan ang kita, tas may deduction pa sa commissions, etc, mga 3-4% sya from sales. Pero kahit ganun, hindi ako nagtipid sa bubble wrap, at binigyan ko pa ng freebie stickers na gawa ko yung buyer. My negosyante mom may not approve, buy I'm kinda feeling generous these days. They are my first buyers. Kung wala sila, malulungkot siguro ako na walang pumansin sa shop ko. Sayang hindi ko nabigyan ng sticker freebie yung 1st ever buyer ko. Hindi ko kasi naisip agad. 

The money I've gathered so far from the sales e nasa 500 pesos. Mejo malayo pa sa target kong 3 million. But hey! I'm 500 pesos nearer to my goal!

Sighs. Not feeling well. Absent ako nung Monday. Kahit masama pakiramdam ko mula Tuesday, pinilit ko nalang magtrabaho. Nakakainis kasi magpaalam na di pumasok. Daming hanash. This is one of the things I hate about being an employee. Parang kailangan mong ma guilty twing mag-aabsent ka when you're not feeling well.

Nag-iisip pa rin ako ng ways para kumita. This consumes most of my time. Nakakadrain physically, mentally at emotionally pag marami ka nang ginagawa, tas marami ka pang iniisip. I just learned lately though na hindi naman ako required mag-isip talaga. And things feel so much easier pag hindi ka masyadong nag-iisip. Sana natutunan ko to dati pa. Lol.

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50 ish episode on Bleach. I'm starting to like it, but not as much as I love Naruto and Boruto. I watched the latest ep of Boruto last Sunday and will impatiently wait for the next ep sa susunod na Sunday. Ito ang nakakainis sa panonood ng incomplete series. After Bleach, I'll continue watching One Piece. Another incomplete series. Uhmp.


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水曜日. September 1, 2021


Ang cute ng boses nung kausap kong Japanese kanina. Para syang anime. Kinilig ako ng very slight.

Naalala ko pangarap kong mag asawa ng foreigner dati. Hindi ako masyadong attracted sa white. Mas bet ko yung asian.

Pero sa ngayon, hindi ko na alam. Ang dami kasing kaganapan at hindi ko na maisiksik ang mga bagay na feeling ko, hindi naman talaga mahalaga.

Balak kong maglayas samin. And I'm going to bring my parents with me. Normally, children run away from their parents, and not with them, di ba. LOL. It's kinda ridiculous. I'm having 2nd thoughts on bringing them though. 

Brother and I had a fight again. Petty reasons as always. I wonder if this is how Dad felt when he and my late uncle, Tito Peping, were fighting. Tito was so much like my brother, you know. Except that my brother doesn't really hurt anyone physically.

I remember Dad used to say that Tito was actually very loving despite his nasty attitude. I can say that the same is true for my brother. A good man, with an evil temper.

Pero alam mo, I realized that you can love people all you want, but if you don't treat them well, then it's all useless.

USELESS.

I'm currently looking for a place to move in. Ang mahal. Ang hirap. Hindi practical. So, I'm challenging myself to gather a huge amount of money in 3 months. Enough to buy or build a house without taking a home loan. Sana kayanin.

I kinda feel sorry for Mom. When siblings fight, yung parents ang naiipit. She said she'll come with me if I'll move out. But I know it will break her heart if she'll leave my brother and her grandchildren. Naisip ko na rin na tiisin nalang ang ugali ng kapatid ko... pero kasi, I'll eventually leave anyway. I might as well do it now na mejo bata pa ko and can still earn much, lalo na't pandemic at mas konti ang gastos.

Nung una, mejo nalulungkot pa ko. Pero ngayon, mejo nakaka excite. I prefer to build the house, instead of buying ready built ones in subdivisions. Hindi naman kasi kami sanay sa sobrang liit na bahay. Will be meeting parin someone from Camelia homes this Thursday. 

Pero icha challenge ko parin yung sarili ko to produce at least 1M in 3 months. Sana talaga magawa ko to.


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月曜日. August 30, 2021

英雄の日

Holiday spent working. With pay, of course, so I've got no complaints here.

Been busy uploading pictures of product on my shop in shoppee. Someone sent a message inquiring about one of my old books that I posted as for sale. Humingi ng discount si Ate. I didn't yield. 1, hindi naman kawalan sakin kahit di mabenta yung book ko, 2, mejo nalulungkot din akong ibenta.

Bibilhin nya kaya. It makes me feel poor, selling my preloved books for lower price. I'm sure Mom will not approve. Pero kasi, I probably don't need this much books naman, di ba? Especially the one I've read already. Kung mabebenta ko ang ilan sa mga to, malaki rin ang kikitain ko.

By the way, bisitahin nyo ko sa Shoppee. Okay lang kahit di kayo bibili.


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日曜日. August 29, 2021

Tokwa

Isang malalim na buntong hininga. Hayssssst.

Naiirita ako sa maraming bagay. Ayoko nang maging corporate alipin. Kung tutuusin, wala naman talaga ako sa posisyon para mag reklamo, pero basta. Ayoko na nang ganito.

Yung kasama ko sa work, magtatayo na ng business kasama ang mga friends nya. Nag suggest sya sakin na mag stock market daw ako. Lol.

I do have money invested in stocks. I religiously set aside nearly 1/4 of my salary there every cut off. Though its growing naman, it's still very slow, and I'm still at the mercy of the market's performance. May pera rin ako sa lending. 5-10% per annum na interest. Again, it's also very slow. Same with gsave at 4% p.a. Nagastos ko pa a huge chunk of my savings to pay for my laptop. Bawi nalang ulet.

I also sell cat food. I can sell out about 1 sack in 3 weeks. Nasa 600 lang ang kita ko per sack. My cats consume 500 pesos worth of cat food per day. Yes, PER DAY.

Sahod ko parin ang main sourcce of income ko. I want to find a way to earn on the side, then eventually eliminate the need to work as an employee. 

Binuhay ko ulet ang shop ko sa shoppee. Few hours after kong mag post, wala pa ring bumibili kaya napanghinaan kagad ako ng loob. Lol. Ang bilis mapanghinaan ng loob, parang engers lang. Sighs.

Ewan ko.

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Release na ng bagong ep ng Boruto. Takaw oras pala mag add ng product sa shoppee, hindi na tuloy ako nakapanood. Nalaman ko rin na meron palang onepiece sa VIU. Hindi ko na kailangang pahirapan ang sarili kong manood sa Facebook. Mehehe. Meron din palang Slam Dunk dun, but I already finished Slam Dunk. 

I just want to live an easy life. Nood ng anime, play with cats, attend ng learning events na interasado ako. Mga ganun lang naman ang gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko. Kaya ko naman gawin yun ngayon. Pero kasi....

Gusto ko maging malaya. 


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金曜日. August 28, 2021

Genjitsu ni modoru

Talaga bang sabado na bukas? Hindi ako prepared. T_T

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Pina upgrade ko yung RAM ng kabibili ko lang na laptop kahit di ko naman kailangan. Namiss ko lang mag frappe. Maybe it was just an excuse. Now that I've finished the latest ep of Boruto, tamad na tamad akong mag stay sa bahay. Tried watching Bleach. Not liking it yet. Maybe I'll get to like this in a few more eps. I didn't like Naruto rin naman at first, pero now, love na love ko na.

Oh, nalaman ko pala na hindi si Jiraiya si Kashin Koji. He's just his genetic clone. Nalaman ko rin na matatalo nila si Jigen, mawawala ang rinnegan ni Sasuke, at mamamatay si Kurama. Tokwa. Damn Google. Hindi ko alam kung gusto ko pa ba mapanood to. I wonder if anime will stick with the manga's plot, or make some changes. Mabubuhay pa kaya si Kurama? Maybe the author needs to weaken the strongest shinobis (Naruto & Sasuke), para mawalan ng choice ang tunay na bida (Boruto) kundi mag step up at i-save ang lahat. Siguro. IDK.

When I'm not preoccupied with anime, napapagastos ako out of boredom. Tas nadiskubre ko pa yung Food Panda. Lagot talaga.

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Back to work tomorrow. Gusto ko nang yumaman. 


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水曜日. August 26, 2021

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Paker. Naubos ko na ang episodes ng Boruto, cliffhanger pa ending. Irereveal na ang identity ni Kashin Koji. Everyone seem to think he's Jiraiya. Sana naman hindi ito paasa lang. And, jusko, seriously, please don't let him get killed the second time around if he's indeed Jiraiya. 

Aug 29 daw release ng next ep. Eeeeeee! I can't wait, gusto ko na mag time travel sa future!

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結局ノートパソコンを買ってしちゃった。

Acer, i5, below 40k. Habang sinesetup ko sya, narealize ko na hindi ko talaga to kailangan. I still prefer watching anime by mirroring my phone on tv. Everything else that I need a laptop for, I can do either on my phone, or on the office PC. Mag-aaral nalang siguro ako ng photoshop. Sinubukan ko rin iaccess ang neflix gamit ang citrix,  pero mukhang walang Boruto sa Netflix US. But they do have Onepiece. I'm thinking of watching that next while waiting for Boruto's next eps.

Hayst. Kelan ba matatapos ang anime series na to. Yung onepiece 900+ eps na, di pa tapos. Baka 40 na ko ongoing parin to. It's quite likely though.

さあ、次どうする?


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