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PK
水曜日: June 2, 2021



D eff!

So, my live action movie pala ang Saiki K, and Kento Yamazaki—yes, the Alice-in-borderland Kento Yamazaki—played Saiki's role.

Yosh! Mi ni iku!



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:07 PM.

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GB b4 shleep
水曜日: May 26, 2021



Ang cute ng anime na The Way Of A Househusband. Natapos ko yung episodes ng di ko namamalayan.

I like that YouTube kid, Nicole Alba. She's meticulous and always doing her best. Parang si Tacchan ng The Way Of A Househusband.

I want to find that one thing that will make me want to do my best. I miss that feeling so much.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:38 PM.

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F*ck PDT
水曜日: May 26, 2021



Nakakawalang gana. Nag endorse ako ng call sa pdt team. Ang angas nung sumagot. Parang utang na loob ko pa na ng endorse ako sa kanila. So I told him na the sole purpose of us being backups e for them not to miss calls. We're helping their team. Not the other way around. Nag message ako kay TL at dun sa mandarambong na hudas na may kagagawan ng ito. Naiirita ko.

Desidido na si Gelo.  Aalis na sya. I wish I can do the same. Of course I can't. And I hate that. Kaya ngayon, I'm doing everything in my power to at least defend myself. Hindi nila magawa ito kay robert dahil reklamador sya. Very well then, I'll be like Robert.

Biglang hindi umattend si Hudas sa training samantalang kahapon pabibo sya. Iwas ata sa issue nung nisend kong message. Nitag pa sya nung maangas na taga PDT. Kala nya naman matatakot ako at uurungan ko sila. Neknek nila. I tagged TL hudas too and even sent screenshots on how that maangas PDT member has treated me. Dahil epal si Hudas, I'm sure he won't act in my favor. Though I've talked to my own TL about this, he didn't seem to have any power at all. So wala akong choice. I'm on my own. Still, I don't want to let this go without putting up a fight. I plan to send an email to the manager. Maybe I can raise it to the HR too if hindi ko magugustuhan ang result. Let's try fighting like Robert. Bahala na.

I hate this. I hate, hate this. I hate that epal Hudas na nagpauso ng lahat ng to. I hate all of them. Arrrrrg!

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Election 2022 looks so bad. If Leni won't run, then we've lost our hope.

A divorcee colleague once told me na wag daw mawalan ng pag-asa regarding building a family. Bata pa daw kami and we can still have kids. I truly meant it when I told her I don't want to have one. Putek, anong klaseng kinabukasan ang naghihintay sa magiging anak ko sa hilatcha ng mga nangyayari sa Pilipinas alone. Hindi pa kasama ang buong mundo nyan. Pakers. Parang gusto ko nang mag migrate.

Ayoko kay Pacquiao. Ayoko kay Isko. Ayoko kay Trillianes. At mas lalong ayoko sa anak nung clown. Jusko, eto lang ba talaga ang meron? Jusko.

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Yung nararamdaman ko for the company parehas pala sa nararamdaman ko sa Pinas no. I like it here, but the management(government) sucks, so yeah.

Pak this. I really wish I have more choices.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:38 PM.

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PDT
水曜日: May 25, 2021



Isasama kami sa backup ng Bi*life. Even back when Dennison was still here, backup naman na ko. Pero hindi ganito ka-tedious. Gather lang ng info tas pasa. Sabay ngayon parang andami agad ipapagawa?

Sabi ni Gelo magreresign na daw sya. Di maganda management. Gusto ko na rin magresign. Pero syempre, naiisip ko kung gaano kamahal ang cat food. Naiinis ako.

Ang sarap siguro nung magkaroon ng kalayaan na twing ayaw mo na, alis ka lang kagad no? Pero alam ko hindi naman to applicable sa lahat ng bagay. I'm sure may punto sa buhay ng mga nanay natin na ayaw na nila. Imagine kung ano kaya ang kinahinatnat ng bawat pamilya kung lahat ng nanay (or tatay) e aalis nalang pag ayaw na nila.

I don't want to be married with my job. I want to be one day free enough to leave whenever I feel like it. Naiinis kasi ako. Siguro ang mas makakainis e on how it feels so unfair. Lol. Siguro nga hindi ganun karami ang pdt calls, pero yung feeling na hindi patas yung pinaka nakakapagpa down sakin. Mas nakakadagdag ng stress yung feeling na agrabyado ka. I did raised my concern to our TL. Though I like that he's chill, I'm sad because I couldn't feel like he's someone we can rely upon. I know it could be worse, but still.

We're already supporting 2 languages. Japanese alone is hard enough. Ngayon may PDT pa? Tae yan. Nakakapikon.

Naalala ko tuloy si Dennison. Saktong strict, pero laging maasahan. Pag sya ang nag lead, panatag ka na magiging okay lahat. Bukod don, ang dami nya pang alam. Kawalan talaga ng team ang pag-alis nya.

Gusto ko na yumaman. Iniisip kong mag co-owner ng isang burger business. Pandemic ngayon, I'm sure they were also hit. Sabi ng kakilala ko na co-owner ng business na yon, though affected din sila, hindi naman daw lugi. Iniisip ko kung worth it ba to. Or gamitin ko nalang ba yung pera ko sa mga investments na gamay ko gaya ng stock market. But I'm hoping to have cash flow. Ano ba gagawin ko?

Saan makakarating ang 50k kung ang goal mo e maging financially free? Universe, please enlighten me.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 05:28 PM.

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Honesty
水曜日: May 5, 2021



Truth daw ang theme ng month ko for this month, according to Jane. 

I've noticed a lot of changes with the way I see things these days.

Was it the pandemic that caused this shift? Or was it... time?

Maybe both. I don't know.

I've been raising my eyebrows a lot these days.

Dati dati, sa kaunting pakilig, iniisip ko na agad if the guy's surname sounds good when attached to my name. Lol. These days, I seem to ask a whole lot of questions. 

Does he earn enough?

In his age, what he had achieved so far?

What? He was sick? Did he get into a huge debt because of that?

Alright, he earns well, but how are his parents? What if we got divorced? I heard people in France are required to split their assets after divorce? I don't want to share my hard-earned money! Should I learn more about prenup agreement?

Futuristic pa rin. Only different. Ewan. Sa totoo lang  parang ayoko na. Lol.

My mind is occupied in thinking of ways to get myself out. Of freeing myself from being a corporate slave. Surely, earning this much to answer a few calls a day doesn't seem to be a bad kind of slavery...

But this is not what I want. Hindi talaga.

Kaya basta, gagawa ako ng way. Sana magawa ko to.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:12 AM.

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Dp
水曜日: April 14, 2021



Still feel sick, pero pumasok parin ako sa trabaho. Many times during the day, I thought of taking a half day leave, or an undertime, pero naisip kong tapusin nalang ang shift ko. Sayang ang sahod.

Umaabot pala ng milyon ang hospitalization ng mga taong may COVID. May mga tao palang piniling magpakamatay para hindi mabaon sa utang ang pamilyang maiiwan nila.

Napaisip tuloy ako kung magkano ba lahat ng pera ko na naka invest sa kung saan saan...

Days are hard.

And seeing how so much of an asshole your country's president is, is not helping one bit. I still haven't properly mourn for my lost cat, who was probably killed in a cat fight, or something else. I don't know.

Also, I feel so unloved at a time like this that I'm sick.

Dad seems to love me though. He's the only one who do. I think that should be enough, right?

I'm going to ge better tomorrow. Things are going to be so much better.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:43 PM.

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Ano kare ga suki
水曜日: March 24, 2021



In my dream last night, I was with a man. We were eating at what seemed to be a sidewalk. I've mentioned na parang ang sarap ng softdrink. Then out of nowhere, may biglang sumulpot na vendo machine. The guy bought me a coke. In the dream I was secretly wishing that he bought me coke zero or coke light instead, as I couldn't stand the taste of a regular coke.

Tapos, andaming celebrities dun who act like normal people. Near me, there was Kento Yamazaki squat sitting in his pambahay ala Alice in Borderland. On the other side naman nandun si Kamenashi Kazuya, nakaupo sa concrete stair next to the sidewalk. May iba pang celebs dun na di ko alam ang pangalan. I asked the guy who was with me if we were in Tokyo, kasi parang inaka(province) yung place, pero dun nakatira yung mga celebs. The guy said, Tokyo daw pero inaka part. Kulit nung dream.

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Off tomorrow. Debating whether it's safe to bring my kittens to the community vet dahil ang hina nila kumain. Sabi ng staff dapat daw 8am nandun na. Parang kangaroo ang mga pusa ko, at mabilis din silang tumakbo, baka bigla sila makawala, masagasaan, or kaya makain ng aso dun. The vet near the house is still closed. Ayoko naman ipagsapalaran sa vet na kakilala ng nanay ko. Lahat kasi ng alaga namin na nainjectionan nun, na deds. Baby palang ang mga pusa ko.

When I got my other cat, Jiufen, he was a little bigger than my kittens now. But since then until now, I don't remember him ever losing his appetite. The kittens also have diarrhea, that's why I'm really worried. Ano ba gagawin ko? Huhu.

Dapat siguro nag vet nalang ako at hindi Civil Engineering nung college. Pero kahit ganun, wala naman akong pinagsisisihan. Mag aral kaya ako to become a vet, no? Online naman na ang classes e. Tokwa, hanapin ko nga to.

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Alam mo, bet ko talaga tong guy na to.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 08:14 PM.

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Kyomi aru
水曜日: March 18, 2021



TL called for a GTK sesh. Mukha naman syang mabait. Ok rin sya kausap. Our 22 mins phone conversation got me all curious about the guy.

"Ikaw, single ka ba? Ako kasi single."

Tapos pag check mo ng profile, "in a relationship." May pic pa ng jowa. Uhmp. Lol.

Sabagay, "single" also means "not married" naman no?

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I had the shortest haircut in years. Mejo nagsisi ako ng very slight. Di bale na, hahaba rin naman to. I need to repair my hair so I can perm it again. I love having curly hair.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:16 PM.

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Misemono da
水曜日: March 17, 2021



Turned out it's some rapper named Jackson Wang.

Uhm. Ok.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 08:30 PM.

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