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Been busy lately. Paisa isang episode lang ng Bleach ng napapanood ko. Kagabi, I had a recurring dream about Rukia sticker at... tokwa, hindi ko maalala. Paulit ulit akong nananaginip ng same dream tas nagigising tas nananaginip ulet.
Haven't been feeling well these past few days. Mom and Dad are sick too. Bro and family are staying in their room most of the time para hindi mahawa ang mga bata. My baby nephew seems to miss Mom. Siguradong malulungkot sila pag lumipat kami ng bahay. I'm looking for a place near our house. I've been talking to a few agents, pero wala pang nakakapag dala sakin sa actual place. Dahil rin ata sa pandemic. Umaasa pa rin ako na hindi scammer tong mga to. Lol.
I have sold-out 3 items on my Shopee store. Not so much, pero gusto ko pa rin i-celebrate ang bawat progress kahit gaano kaliit. Sabi ng kasama ko sa trabaho, ang hirap daw magpayaman. Siguro totoo, pero ayokong ilimit ang sarili ko sa mga ganitong klaseng opinyon lalo na't hindi ko pa nasusubukan.
I shipped out an item earlier. Naka facemask ako while preparing at panay ang punas ko ng lysol sa bawat layer ng packaging para siguradong safe ang buyer ko. Hindi kalakihan ang kita, tas may deduction pa sa commissions, etc, mga 3-4% sya from sales. Pero kahit ganun, hindi ako nagtipid sa bubble wrap, at binigyan ko pa ng freebie stickers na gawa ko yung buyer. My negosyante mom may not approve, buy I'm kinda feeling generous these days. They are my first buyers. Kung wala sila, malulungkot siguro ako na walang pumansin sa shop ko. Sayang hindi ko nabigyan ng sticker freebie yung 1st ever buyer ko. Hindi ko kasi naisip agad.
The money I've gathered so far from the sales e nasa 500 pesos. Mejo malayo pa sa target kong 3 million. But hey! I'm 500 pesos nearer to my goal!
Sighs. Not feeling well. Absent ako nung Monday. Kahit masama pakiramdam ko mula Tuesday, pinilit ko nalang magtrabaho. Nakakainis kasi magpaalam na di pumasok. Daming hanash. This is one of the things I hate about being an employee. Parang kailangan mong ma guilty twing mag-aabsent ka when you're not feeling well.
Nag-iisip pa rin ako ng ways para kumita. This consumes most of my time. Nakakadrain physically, mentally at emotionally pag marami ka nang ginagawa, tas marami ka pang iniisip. I just learned lately though na hindi naman ako required mag-isip talaga. And things feel so much easier pag hindi ka masyadong nag-iisip. Sana natutunan ko to dati pa. Lol.
50 ish episode on Bleach. I'm starting to like it, but not as much as I love Naruto and Boruto. I watched the latest ep of Boruto last Sunday and will impatiently wait for the next ep sa susunod na Sunday. Ito ang nakakainis sa panonood ng incomplete series. After Bleach, I'll continue watching One Piece. Another incomplete series. Uhmp.
03:36 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Ang cute ng boses nung kausap kong Japanese kanina. Para syang anime. Kinilig ako ng very slight.
Naalala ko pangarap kong mag asawa ng foreigner dati. Hindi ako masyadong attracted sa white. Mas bet ko yung asian.
Pero sa ngayon, hindi ko na alam. Ang dami kasing kaganapan at hindi ko na maisiksik ang mga bagay na feeling ko, hindi naman talaga mahalaga.
Balak kong maglayas samin. And I'm going to bring my parents with me. Normally, children run away from their parents, and not with them, di ba. LOL. It's kinda ridiculous. I'm having 2nd thoughts on bringing them though.
Brother and I had a fight again. Petty reasons as always. I wonder if this is how Dad felt when he and my late uncle, Tito Peping, were fighting. Tito was so much like my brother, you know. Except that my brother doesn't really hurt anyone physically.
I remember Dad used to say that Tito was actually very loving despite his nasty attitude. I can say that the same is true for my brother. A good man, with an evil temper.
Pero alam mo, I realized that you can love people all you want, but if you don't treat them well, then it's all useless.
I'm currently looking for a place to move in. Ang mahal. Ang hirap. Hindi practical. So, I'm challenging myself to gather a huge amount of money in 3 months. Enough to buy or build a house without taking a home loan. Sana kayanin.
I kinda feel sorry for Mom. When siblings fight, yung parents ang naiipit. She said she'll come with me if I'll move out. But I know it will break her heart if she'll leave my brother and her grandchildren. Naisip ko na rin na tiisin nalang ang ugali ng kapatid ko... pero kasi, I'll eventually leave anyway. I might as well do it now na mejo bata pa ko and can still earn much, lalo na't pandemic at mas konti ang gastos.
Nung una, mejo nalulungkot pa ko. Pero ngayon, mejo nakaka excite. I prefer to build the house, instead of buying ready built ones in subdivisions. Hindi naman kasi kami sanay sa sobrang liit na bahay. Will be meeting parin someone from Camelia homes this Thursday.
Pero icha challenge ko parin yung sarili ko to produce at least 1M in 3 months. Sana talaga magawa ko to.
05:07 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Paker. Naubos ko na ang episodes ng Boruto, cliffhanger pa ending. Irereveal na ang identity ni Kashin Koji. Everyone seem to think he's Jiraiya. Sana naman hindi ito paasa lang. And, jusko, seriously, please don't let him get killed the second time around if he's indeed Jiraiya.
Aug 29 daw release ng next ep. Eeeeeee! I can't wait, gusto ko na mag time travel sa future!
Acer, i5, below 40k. Habang sinesetup ko sya, narealize ko na hindi ko talaga to kailangan. I still prefer watching anime by mirroring my phone on tv. Everything else that I need a laptop for, I can do either on my phone, or on the office PC. Mag-aaral nalang siguro ako ng photoshop. Sinubukan ko rin iaccess ang neflix gamit ang citrix, pero mukhang walang Boruto sa Netflix US. But they do have Onepiece. I'm thinking of watching that next while waiting for Boruto's next eps.
Hayst. Kelan ba matatapos ang anime series na to. Yung onepiece 900+ eps na, di pa tapos. Baka 40 na ko ongoing parin to. It's quite likely though.
12:42 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
8 minutes into my shift. Antok na antok ako.
May langgam sa damit ko kagabi. Walang tubig. Imbis na hot shower, I made do with 3 pales of water, tas malamig pa. Naiwan yata yung langgam at nadala ko hanggang pagtulog. I wasn't able to sleep much. My shoulder hurt from trying to reach the langgam crawling on my back. Napanagipan ko rin na bumalik na yung tubig at pwede na mag hot shower. When I woke up this morning, the dream came true. Ang laking ginhawa pag merong tubig.
Work from home, pero bat ganun, gusto ko na umuwi. Haha.
09:16 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Relatively petix at work on a Wednesday. Baka mamaya pa dumating ang calls pag work hours na sa India.
Over 100 eps in Boruto, I'd probably spend my rest days watching.
Ang cute ni Mitsuki. Sana magtuluyan sila ni Chocho. I understand why a lot of people hate this anime, but I think it is because we love Naruto so much, we want Naruto and his friends to keep shining even on Boruto. Pero kasi, if gagawin yun ng writer, maa outshine talaga ang tunay na bida sa next generations e.
Sumulat kaya ako ng sarili kong anime?
Lol. I can't draw. Maybe I can. Pero nakakatamad e.
Spent over twice my usual spending this cut off. Cat food lang naman ang madalas kong pagka gatusan. My cats live on wet food alone, and they seem to know the difference between cheap and expensive brands. Hindi nila kinain yung mas murang cat food na binili ko galing China. And "mura" means less than 40 pesos apiece, which is not mura at all. Sayang. T_T
A few days back, nakakita ako ang super cute na kuting sa kalye, tilapia color, which I really like. I was carrying my cat, Iya, then, and we were on our way back home from the vet. Meow ng meow yung tilapia kitten at sinusundan kami. If I was with Mom then, she'd probably pick up that kitten and bring it home.
Saludo ako sa mga taong nag rerescue ng mga kuting. Totoo namang nakakaawa. Hindi ko parin kinuha yung pusa because I have to think of my own cats' welfare. I mean, if you have children, you won't go around picking street kids to bring home with you, di ba? I do feel sad about the choice I took. I don't have an excuse. I still wish na sana may nakakita sa kuting na yon na mas mabuting tao kesa sakin.
Iniisip kong bumalik sa TM para magkaron ng konting saysay ang pandemic days ko. Kung babalik ako, dapat by October para sakto sa renewal. Pero kasi, aabot sa election ng officer ang membership ko if so. Natatakot lang akong ma elect. Maybe I won't, since maraming mga new member na hindi ako kilala. Pero kahit ganun, mahirap paring ipagsapalaran. I still remember how I felt the last time I've been an officer. Ayoko na bumalik dun.
But I do want to take this chance to meet people from other countries. It's now possible to attend meetings from around the world bilang online na ang meetings. Maybe I can join another club. Pero kasi, kahit sagad sa buto ang pag-ayaw ko sa pagiging officer, family parin ang tingin ko sa Elite. If I'm to go back, I think it has to be Elite. Pero iniisip ko kung practical bang maging emotional about things kung magiging hadlang lang yun sa goals ko.
Jay once invited me to join her club. Maybe I can join her club instead. Pero baka i-push nya akong gawing officer. Yun lang naman talaga ang issue ko. Gusto ko lang maging normal na member. Ayoko na ng dagdag na responsibilidad. Hindi ba talaga pwede yun? Posible rin na baka praning lang ako.
Another option is to wait for the election before I renew. Kaso next year pa yun. Baka tapos na ang pandemic. Sa totoo lang, namimiss ko na ang TM. Pati mga friends ko dun. Pero hindi ko parin ma shake yung umay feeling twing naiisip ko yung mga days na officer pa ko. Trauma ba to?
Marunong pa kaya ako mag speech? Namimiss ko na sumali sa contests.
Nung isang gabi, nanaginip ako ng naka recieve daw ako ng mga regalo. Ang pinaka gusto ko raw e yung rubber shoes na blue kasi sakto sakin ang size. Size 9. Dun sa dream, mas gusto ko daw sana yung pink, pero nagustuhan ko parin yung blue rubber shoes. I also received a pink one daw, kaso sobrang laki sakin.
Tas biglang nasa loob akong ng bahay na parang model house na napuntahan namin before. Tas nandun si Konohamaru.
Then, just 2 nights back, napanaginipan ko si Partner. Funny, the following day, nakita ko yung kakilala nyang hapon sa Eat Bulaga. Foreignoys ata ang nasa bawal ang judgemental. I wonder if Partner was also there. Hindi ko napanood lahat e. He'd already joined that segment a number of times already though.
Hindi ko matandaan ang panaginip ko kagabi.
Teka, 1st break ko na. Jaaa.
10:55 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
The battle between juubi and the shinobi alliance is so intense, my heart needs time to catch up. Plus, I read from a comment that this is where Neji will die.
Nakakasakit talaga ng damdamin ang anime na to. Huhu.
Wednesday. We've been having very few calls since yesterday, and I never had a single JP calls since. I asked our TL if the JP team are having any problems as he too seem to be having a lot of meetings with Divya, the one who's supervising the JP team in Yokohama. TL said, ok lang naman daw lahat and nothing to worry naman daw.
So I guess I can just lay back and enjoy this rare chance na hima kami on a weekday.
Bukas, rest day ko na. Yebahhh!
I need to strengthen my heart for a while before I can continue watching shippuuden. Ganito rin yung na feel ko nung malapit na mamatay si Jiraiya. Maybe a little worse because I love Jiraiya so much. I don't have any attachments with Neji. I still don't want him to die though.
Andalas ng pag-ulan. Gusto ko na yumaman. Ano kaya ang ulam mamaya? Dalawang taon na pala ang pandemia. I was 34 (turning 35 when all this started. Now I'm turning 36. Pag dating ko ng 40 may pandemic pa kaya?
Wala naman nakakaalam ng bukas, ano.
Tumutuloy dapat ang buhay kahit pandemic.
There sure are things that I need to put on hold because of the situation. The major one is my dream to bring my parents to diffent countries. Kung walang pandemic, baka nasa japan or korea kami ngayon. Parents are getting older, especially Dad. He's having more difficulties in walking these days. Kaya nya pa kaya mag travel abroad? We can travel on wheelchair, but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't like that.
When it comes to money, kahit gaano kahirap pa yan, I think people can always find a way. Pero pag time ang kalaban, ano bang pag-asa nating manalo?
12:44 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Can't go on watching Shippuuden knowing that Jiraiya will die anytime soon. I read about Boruto having a time travel thingy back to konoha when his dad, Naruto, was still little. I took a peek on those episodes kahit hindi ko pa nauumpisahan ang boruto. Jiraiya was there... alive and all goofy. Haist. I guess my heart needs more time pa bago ko ituloy ang Shippuuden. Hay nako. Promise, affected talaga ko.
Went to the office earlier to pick up the new office laptop. On the way back home, inabutan ako ng ulan at mejo nabasa. Tokwa, lalagnatin pa ata ako. I took 1 paracetamol, 2 sodium ascorbate, 2 lysine, 1 vit b complex, 1 vit a and 1 vit e. I wasn't able to drink supposed after-lunch vitamins because I was in QC, so I took all my usual vitamins in one go. Ngayon, ansakit na nga ng ulo ko, ansakit pa ng tiyan ko.
12:56 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Barely 4 hours into my shift, namatay bigla yung PC tas ayaw na ma on. 4th replacement ko na to. Finally, the company decided to issue a new laptop. Abang abang na naman kung kelan deliver. Probably on Saturday ulet.
Spent the rest of the day watching naruto. Watching it on tv doesn't strain my eyes so much as when I'm watching it on cellphone.
Over 30 episodes spent on saving Gaara. The arc that follows I find a bit boring. I'm just so sick of orochimaru and kabuto.
My eyes are hurting again. Tokwa.
It's 9:44 PM and I'm craving for red ribbon mamon. Gusto ko talaga. Now na.
09:47 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Wednesday na. Weekends ko na.
Excited na ko mag naruto marathon. Already started with shippuden. 25/500 eps na. The one on Netflix pala e completed eps nung bata pa sya. Shippuden is 2 years after nyang mag training with ero sennin at nakabalik na sya sa Konoha. Since I already spoiled some parts of the series, alam ko na na hindi bad si Itachi. I wonder how different would everything feels like, kung hindi ko alam.
Sakura is so much better in Shippuden. She's so cool. Naalala ko tuloy ulet yung pangarap kong maging doctor. Mukhang aabutin ng isang buwan or so bago ko matapos lahat ng to. I need to put some restraint though as my eyes are still not well.
Kailangan ko maglinis ng kwarto. Magpa checkup sa doc. Dalhin pusa ko sa vet. Mag withdraw ng pera sa bank. Blah blah.
220 eps Naruto (kid)- completed. 500 eps shippuden . 10 Naruto movies. XX eps Boruto.
I should not do this. Tokwa.
08:25 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。