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火曜日: August 25, 2020



When I was younger, I used to wear my busyness like a badge of honor. I still do sometimes. Pero minsan, parang masaya rin yung may time ka na tumahimik sa isang sulok para mag munimuni.

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Salmon belly ang ulam namin kanina. Masarap naman. Hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit laging belly at wala manlang laman. One time, Dad mixed salmon with bangus, akala nya we wouldn't notice. 

I started eating fish about a month or so ago. Naisip ko kasi yung mercury poisoning sa hipon. When I watched a vid on fb where a fishing hook got stucked in a shark's mouth, I felt sorry. Then there's that feeling again na parang wala akong karapatan to feel sorry because I eat their kind. Siguro kaya ko naman maging complete vegetarian. Or maybe I just need to stop watching animal videos.

Alam mo bang ang sarap pala ng barrio fiesta bagoong? Sobra, best bagoong ever.

Takte, ano ba to. Puro food ang naiisip ko. Kakakain ko lang.

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Been watching the kdrama, Healer, kaya lagi akong puyat. Having watched a lot of kdramas, I know they all follow the same formula. Pero kahit ganon, nakakahook parin. My top 3 faves remain to be:

1. It's okay, that's love

2. Pinocchio 

3. I am not a robot

Any kdrama and movie recommendations?

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1 day nalang, off ko na. Yehey.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:57 PM.

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Byouki
火曜日: August 11, 2020



2 days nalang at off ko na, napa absent pa ko.

This could be just allergies. Madalas naman talaga akong may sipon. Pero takte, ansakit ng ulo. Parang may sariling buhay. 

Andami pa man ding ticket. Tokwa. Baka lecturan ako nung user kong assoc director pag next week ko pa sya mabalikan. T_T

Gusto ko na rin mag message kay Divya na, "I am absent and sick today. Please don't add more tickets under my name." 

Lagot ako neto bukas. : (



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:56 AM.

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Ato ichinichi
火曜日: July 21, 2020



From 12am to 9pm, 10am to 7pm na ang shift ko today and for the rest of the week. Thur Fri pa rin ang off.

Robot mode more than ever. Japanese agents were down to 2. Nung 4 pa kami pagod pagod na, ngayon nangalahati pa.

Over 40 tickets, 20+ lang ang nagalaw ko. TL asked me to interview applicants for the Japanese language assessment. Kahit tambak ang tickets ko, I obliged. Kawawa rin kasi. Wala naman siyang ibang maasahan. Alangan namang si Robert. 

Nagtanong na rin ako kay TL kung talaga bang 2 lang kami. Binanggit ko na rin na hirap na kami sa dami ng  tickets at nagagalit na yung ibang user. Baka kasi hindi nya alam. Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ang daming japanese speakers sa gabi e halos wala namang Japanese users sa ganung oras. 

Siguro may reason. Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung ano. Basta alam ko lang, nakakapagod. I actually thought of working overtime para matapos to kaso pumipitik pitik n yung sakit ng ulo ko. Bahala na. I will do my best, pero hanggang kaya lang.

Mejo natouch ako kay Niren. Lahat kasi ng tasks na binigay nya sakin today e naka English na at ipapasa nalang. Kinuha nya pa yung isa kong ticket. Salamat, Niren. T_T

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Birthday ng kapatid ko today. Kahapon, for the 1st time since community quarantine, pinapasok sya sa office ng company nila. When he got home, his daughter was there happily greeting him. It was then that I thought that, "oh, someone owns my brother." Then, I also realized that no one owns me. But it's nowhere near a bitter realization of any sort. More like recognizing something obvious. Ganun. Like, "ay, green pala yung dahon," or "ay, blue pala yung langit." Hindi naman talaga bitter. May liberating feeling pa nga e. Yung tipong, "wow, no one owns me! I'm free!" 

I don't think being owned by someone is bad thing though.

Nakakatawa lang na while I was doing all these muni muni, napalingon ako and saw my cat lovingly looking at the lizard on the ceiling. Narealize ko tuloy na, "nah, this silly cat owns me." LOL! And it's not really so bad.

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1 day to go at off ko na. Gusto ko manood ng anime movies at mag crochet lang buong araw at makipaglaro sa mga pamangkin ko.

Isang araw pa. Fight!



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Inka
火曜日: May 12, 2020



I've found a girl inspiration in fb who refreshed my motivation on what to do with my life.

The girl's a VO, and boy, ang galing nya. I love her personality too. Sexy pero hindi perfect Barbie doll type. May piercing sya sa nose at tattoo all over like a rebellious teenager, but she seems very sweet to her mom (who's very pretty and just as talented by the way). When I look at this girl, I feel like she oozes with so much freedom and very less care about other people's opinion of her. I want to be like this person. Magaling sa ginagawa nya. Confident. Carefree.

I don't hate myself now. I may not be pleasant all the time, but I think I'm actually kind. Yes, I'm pretty lazy, but I'm always trying. Over the years, natutunan ko naman na ma appreciate yung sarili ko.

Pero kahit ganun, I want to develop a self-brand that my future self will thank me for. 

Extended ba ang ECQ? I want to have more time for this.



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Chikara wo kashite kurenai ka
火曜日: May 11, 2020



Sabi nung relationship coach, kung single at ready to mingle ka at gusto mo i-improve ang chance mo sa gitna ng pandemic, maging curious ka daw. 

Ang instruction e check out the friends of your fb friends tas hanap ka ng tao dun who will pique your interest then send him/her a message about your common interest. Wag haluan ng expectations. Just be interested. Ganern.

I-checheck ko sana friends list ng kaibigan kong adventurous. Kaso naisip ko, ba't pa ko lalayo?

Mula pagkabata, motto ko talaga sa buhay yung "aim high". Kaya ayun, nag DM ako kay Chris Evans sa IG. Ehehe.

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Monday na. Malamang dagsa na naman ang calls sa shift ko mamaya. Sige lang. Bring it on. May battle plan na ko kung paano ko matututunang mahalin ang trabaho ko... or at least magustuhan man lang.

Sa tingin ko, ang passion e byproduct ng excellence, not the other way around. Struggle muna, tas get better, tas passion. Parang yung love ko sa Engineering Mechanics. Mahirap muna nung una. Tas pagtapos ng struggle, naging magaling na ko. Tas hanggang sa ayan, naging passion ko na.

Hindi ko ma imagine kung paano mangyayari yun sa trabaho kong ito, pero pwede naman sigurong subukan. Oh sya, let's do this!



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Not poor
火曜日: April 28, 2020



So, naghalughog ako sa singit singit ng wallet, pouch at garapon na pinaglalagyan ko ng salapi, at ito ang aking natagpuan.

Cash on hand:

100 USD

600 NT

96 Ringgit

 ...

Gusto ko lang naman bumili ng pandesal. T_T



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Fire
火曜日: April 28, 2020



2:06AM. I just woke up an hour ago. I skipped work today. I'm not feeling well. Been sleeping in my parents room for the past couple of days dahil ang epic ng init dito sa Bulacan, at sa kwarto lang nila may aircon. Takte, ngayon, inuubo na ko. Nagkaka COVID ba ang hindi lumalabas?

Nalaman ko na may delivery option sa ilang kainan sa SM na pinakamalapit samin. So I checked my wallet to see if kaya kong bimili kahit medium na pizza lang. Takte, 100 na nga lang pera ko, dollar pa. Gah!

Pakiramdam ko ngayon nalang ako ulet nakatulog sa gabi. Nagugutom ako. Iniisip ko kung kakain ba ko or matutulog ulet.

Even during my days off, I adjust my sleeping time so I don't have to deal with the other 2 humans at home (parents). I ignore messages so I don't have to deal with the rest of the humans I know. Ano kayang problema ko no? 

The kanji in Tuesday means fire.

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Teka! Just one happy thought for this day:

So nag message ako sa mga TLs na hindi ako papasok, and his reply was:

"Sige Za pagaling ka ha : )" 

Ayun, mejo sumaya naman ako sa kababawan na to. Lol. But I guess this is the whole point of having crushes anyway.

Salamat, Crush.



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Ghost
火曜日: April 7, 2020



1:27AM. Nag out ako sa office ng ala una. Kahit may soft phone, halos lahat ng natatanggap ko nung bandang gabi na e hindi ko marinig sa kabiling linya. Tinuring kong ghost call. 16 calls today. Isa lang ata yung talagang nakausap ko. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit pagod na pagod ako.

Hindi ako nanood ng news today. Extended ba ang lockdown?

Kawawa naman ang kapatid ko. Paano sya makakapunta sa Cavite para samahan ang hipag ko na manganganak?

Mararaming pumupuri sa mga bansa na mahusay naha handle ang virus. Pero kung titingnan mo sila, kahit sila rin nag-istruggle. Talagang sinusubok tayo ng virus na to. Nakakatakot.

At alam kong hindi lang ako ang takot. At pag takot ang tao, lumalabas lahat ng defense mechanism nila/natin to cope.

Meron ako kakilala na medyo na off ako kasi pakiramdam ko sa sobrang takot nya, wala na syang pakialam kung anong effect ng gusto nyang mangyari para sa iba. Pero nung sinabi nyang hindi sya pwedeng magkasakit dahil kawawa naman ang nanay nya at sya lang ang inaasahan, mejo naiintindihan ko na. Nakakalungkot na minsan maiiset aside talaga natin ang pagiging humane pag nagkakagipitan na.

Sa totoo lang, madalas, wala rin naman akong pake.

Ang cheap ipagtanggol ang mga kawawa kung puro ka lang salita. Words are cheap. Action lang naman talaga ang nagka count in the end. 

Nakakabilib ang mga taong nagagawang tumulong at ilagay ang sarili nila sa panganib ngayong may krisis. Samantalang ako ni hindi makapagpaluwal ng isang libong piso para mapakain ang isang mahirap na pamilya sa loob ng isang linggo.

Gusto ko lang siguraduhin na laging may nakahandang pera para sa pamilya ko. Na pag nanganak ang asawa ng kapatid ko, hindi nya kailangang mamroblema kung saan kukuha ng pera. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ang lockdown. Hindi ko alam kung sasapat ba sa amin ang sahod ko. Paano kung biglang may magkasakit?

Scarcity mindset. Hindi ko naman talaga gusto to. Pero syempre uunahin ko parin ang pamilya ko.

Sana maraming nilagay ang Diyos na mabubuting tao para tumulong. Sana sapat ang resources nila para sa lahat nangangailangan.

Sana matapos na to. Sana talaga, Lord.



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Clown
火曜日: March 31, 2020



I've been reading Deepak Chopra's 7 Spiritual Laws of Success. These laws have been helping me lot and I feel like it is because of these laws that I'm having a lot of good stuff. 

The laws speak of detachment. 

The laws speak of non-judgment. 

Ang hirap hirap i-practice ng mga bagay na ito these days.

Nakakagalit maging parte ng bansa na pinamumunuan ng isang payasong humingi ng emergency power para magpapicture kasama ng pritong isda.

Tapos sasabihin nyang maswerte ang mga tao (doctors/frontliners) na namatay para sa bayan?

These lives were wasted dahil sa kakulangan mo, g*go.



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