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土曜日: November 21, 2020

He's shining still, that Aio. In his guitar was a Batman icon. Needed to watch twice.

Crush ko talaga si Batman.


Head hurts. Skipped work. Hope I'm not sick. Dad will be having a surgery next week.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:32 PM.


土曜日: November 7, 2020

Today is my nephew's christening. Brother's in-laws are here. I am upstairs in my room, working.

By "working", I meant staring at my pc, clicking the "ctrl" key from time to time to prevent my PC from locking up. I have finished all my tickets less than 5 minutes after my shift started. I only had 3.

Yesterday,  I asked my mom to cut my hair. This is the shortest that my hair has gotten in a while. My head feels lighter now, and it doesn't look bad at all.

I've been meaning to complain about life, you know. But if you're blessed with so much and you still feel like complaining, what does that make you?

I don't know where this dissatisfaction is coming from.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:51 AM.


土曜日: October 24, 2020

Birthday ko ba? Yiiii, andaming pogi!!!

Choi Min ho yung pinaka bet ko. Grabe ang cutie pie nilang lahat I can't wipe the smile off my face. Yiiiii!

Watching Hwarang now. Hindi ko sure kung naiintindihan ko pa ba yung palabas. Masyado akong name mesmerize sa mga cute na batang to.


Outside kdrama, life's pretty dull.

But there's food on the table, and my family is still complete, so I guess it's all good.

The month's going to end soon, then there will be November. The 1st Feastcon will be happening online. I will not bother to take a leave dahil paubos na rin kasi. Teka, may leave pa ba ko?

Life's is not really so good in the relationship department, but it's something I can put up with.

I plan to earn, save and invest as much as I can, so I can anytime buy a house when I feel like leaving this place.

I also think that a single woman should have her own place, you know. And if in case I will have to get married, I wouldn't have to live with my in-laws then.

Peace and freedom. 

Sabi sa nabasa ko, ito daw ang dapat i-seek to become enlightened. I don't know much about enlightenment, but even back when I was young, I've always wanted peace. Then as I've gotten older, I also learned to yearn for freedom.

Peace and freedom. As long as I have these two, I think I will be fine.

I feel like this porcupine is really likely to choose to endure the cold, that get hurt as she tries to keep herself warm.

I just need to have more money. Untill then, I will be fine.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:08 PM.


.Saram. Ningen. Tao. Human.
土曜日: October 16, 2020

I was having an argument with Mom over our bathroom's renovation. My niece got scared on how angry I was that she started crying. To console her, Mom said, "wag ka matakot kay Tita, ganyan lang talaga yan kasi matandang dalaga."

I've told them so many times, but I guess my family will never understand why they shouldn't be doing this to me.

This lockdown is dragging real long. When I was living at my place in Manda, there were so many days when felt really lonely. Pero ngayon, I'm convinced that I should get my own place na and live alone.

Nabasa ko sa isang tabulas post dati na humans are like porcupines daw. We feel cold so we try to stick together, but doing so hurts, so we need to stay apart again. Sobrang perfect nung metaphor on how I feel about people.


The handsome Korean men of Kdramas are all I live for these days. 

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Written by cinderellaareus at 08:28 PM.


Kitto itsuka yume ga kanau
土曜日: October 2, 2020

I think, it's when life is too easy that we lose our will to keep going.

Alam mo ba, ang pakinabang ko lang sa bahay namin is my money. I'm pretty useless at everything else.

Wala akong pasok, but didn't bother to wash the dishes. Dad is too old and his legs are getting weaker, yet he cooks and man the sari sari store we own. Mom helps out with the construction of the house to minimize the expenses, filling tile gaps herself despite being a senior citizen. My brother is working, while tending to his family, and sometimes moving stuff in their room that is being renovated. When his work was over, he ate dinner late to wash the dishes first.

This girl spent the last 2 days watching kdrama the whole day when everyone else in the house was busy.

I did feed the cat and cleaned its poop. But that was pretty much it.

I love my family. I really do. I just hate doing household chores.

That's why I want to have a lot of money... to make up for being useless at everything else.


Sabi sa isang talk that I attended, we can have everything daw. Hindi nga lang sabay-sabay. Looking back, feeling ko, isa isa ko rin naman nakuha yung mga bagay na gusto kong makuha. At least tig 1 year ang pagitan.

I've been looking at the things that I have now, trying to remember how I felt when I didn't have it yet. I tried to relive the longing and the hunger. That seemingly endless uncertainty of whether I'll end up getting it or not.

Gusto ko na one day, gawin ko ulet to.

There's this one thing that I really really want at the moment. Nilu-look forward ko na dumating ulet yung time na nasa akin na itong gusto kong makuha at inaalala ko nalang yung feeling nung wala pa to sakin.


Sobrang cute ni Seo Kang Joon! 

Alam mo, ang daming interesting na palabas sa Netflix yet I always stick with Kramas, mainly for the handsome men. Lol.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:51 PM.


土曜日: September 26, 2020


Will go back to work in a few hours.

My room's not fixed yet. All my stuff are still outside, but the tiles are all laid down. May ilalagay pang something sa pagitan ng tiles bukas. I don't know if I can work. TL asked me to at least work by the 2nd half of my shift. Hindi rin ako nakapag email ng leave request. Bahala na.

I chose a tile design with a stone-like pattern. Mukhang musuleo. Lol. Still like it though.


Watching Are You Human Too now. Dahil wala akong pasensya, hinanap ko na yung transcript ng ending. Because, jeez, I can't afford to see that cutie pie of a robot to die no!

Yesterday, I watched Enola Holmes and Avatar: the last airbender. Ewan ko, ok naman yung kwento, pero namiss ko kagad mapanood yung mga gwapong koreano. 

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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:46 AM.


Philhealth et al
土曜日: September 19, 2020

Sabi sa Kdrama na napanood ko, "it's expected for the limbs to malfunction when the head is rotten."


Unbusy day at work. Wala pang 30 minutes since my shift started, natapos ko na yung 4 pirasong backlogs ko. I'm just watching out for incoming chats now. There's none yet. Absolutely not complaining.

Will need to file a few days leave soon. Once the workers finished our kitchen, Mom plans to have my room fixed next. Tiles installation lang. Might take a few days. There's no way to work in the next rooms dahil, (1) maingay yung machine na pang cut ng tiles, (2) di abot yung LAN cable ng router.

The workers couldn't give the exact time when they can start with my room. I don't know how will I be able to file a leave with this.


Been looking at old pictures. Masaya naman yung memories, hindi ko alam kung bakit nakakalungkot. Iniisip ko kung dahil ba sa katatapos ko lang ng kdrama na nagustuhan ko.

The past two days, I just spent watching kdrama. I did leave home to buy groceries, with only 50 pesos in my wallet. Lol.

Sabi sa nabasa kong meme, these days daw, keeping yourself alive, is a big achievement na.

Iniisip ko kung may pagsisisihan ba ko balang araw dahil sa mga oras na sinasayang ko today.

I used to complain about not having time, sometimes, about not having money. I have both of these now, pero ano ba tong ginagawa ko sa buhay ko...


I stopped studying Japanese since I left company#1 in 2013. That's 7 years ago.

I tried watching a Japanese series in Netfix, hindi ko maintidihan kung bakit parang nas gets ko pa yung Korean. Sabi ng Korean speaker na kakilala ko, mas mahirap daw talaga ang Japanese kesa sa Korean. 

Iniisip ko kung nag improve man lang ba ko. Siguro kahit naman paano, oo.

Nung bata pa ko, pangarap kong matuto ng foreign language. Parang ang astig kasi nung nagsasalita ka tas walang nakakaintindi sayo. Parang ang cool lang. 

I still think the same now. Well, except when I'm attending to a Japanese user tas hindi kami magkaintindihan. Alam ko, dapat nag aaral ako para maging better sa language na to lalo na at I need this skill para sa trabaho.

Pero, gusto ko ba talaga to?

When people ask me how to write a speech, I always tell them to begin at the ending. Because thats the only way for you to know how you'll work your way into getting there. Sa ending.

Sa tingin ko, it should be the same in everything else in life. Before starting anything, you need to know first kung ano ba yung end result na gusto mo.

Ano ba yung end result na gusto ko? Kailangan ko ba talagang maging better in Japanese to achieve that end result? Or sasayangin ko lang ba yung oras ko spending time on something I wouldn't need in the future?

Tingin ko, hangga't hindi ko alam ang sagot sa unang tanong, hindi ko rin masasagot yung mga kasunod. Tapos patuloy kong uubusin ang oras sa sa kapapanood ng koreanovela in the hope na maybe, I'll just wake up one day having all the answers.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:19 AM.


土曜日: September 5, 2020

Episode 7.

Shet, ang intense. Di ko kayang panoorin. Saan ba merong transcribed version? I need to make sure 1st that the male lead will be safe in the end. Juice colored. Nakakakaba. Putek.


Work has started at 10 and my pc is still updating. T_T


Wahh!!!! Jisoo! Wahh!!!!

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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:18 AM.


土曜日: August 15, 2020

My daydream last night involved a scenario on what I'm gonna do if mabibigyan ako ng chance na bumalik sa past at baguhin ang mga decisions ko sa buhay. Minor stuff. Tingin ko wala naman talaga akong pinagsisisihan sa mga pinaggagagawa ko noon. 

Pero kung bibigyan ka ng chance na bumalik sa past to start over again, babalik ka ba?

Ako, hindi na siguro.


When was the last time I left the house?

Nakalimutan ko na ang feeling ng nakasuot ng sapatos. When we went to SM few months back, naka tsenelas at harabas clothes lang ako. Lol. Ok lang, naka mask naman. They wouldn't know it was me.

I have absolutely no problem about having to stay home. Nalulungkot lang ako because my niece and nephew are not here. A day before they left to Cavite for my baby nephew's vaccine schedule, I was watching tv with my niece and she told me, "Tita nalulungkot ako. Ayoko kasi pumuntang Cavite. Gusto ko dito." She never said anything like this when her mother is around. Kawawa naman ang pamangkin ko. Naiwan pa nila yung dede nya rito sa bahay.

When she said that, I told her na uuwi lang rin naman sila agad. But then, MECQ happened. And now I don't know if they'll be able to go back home after 18th. I miss my niece so much. T_T

Nakakapraning to have children at a time like this. 


Ewan ko kung guni guni ko lang, pero parang ang cute ni kit neito. Ang galing nya pa. Fit. At may taste pa sa sapatos.

Pag natapos ang pandemya lilipat na ko sa Cainta. 


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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:33 PM.


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