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土曜日: March 6, 2021

Some days, I feel annoyed. Most days, I feel hopeless.

Must be the time of the month. I guess the real trick is to just let it pass by.


I hate following orders. I hate being restricted with rules. These are inevitable when you are an employee. Gusto ko na talagang yumaman.

Gaano ba karaming pera ang kailangan ko para hindi na ko mag trabaho habang buhay?

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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:54 PM.


土曜日: February 27, 2021

It's a Saturday and I'm back to work.

I finished Mr. Queen yesterday. Really, the sad thing about having encountered a great drama is that once it's finished, it will leave a hollow empty feeling inside.

Now I don't know if I'm feeling sad because my bakasyon grande is over, or because I'm missing the king in Mr. Queen. Tokwa.


Reviewing the Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Deepak Chopra. The last time I applied the principles, I somehow ended up having 2.5 times more income. Go try for yourself. Haha.

In a way, marami parin akong reklamo sa buhay. Marami parin akong gustong mangyari na hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko to make things happen. Things just happen sometimes, you know. But it still doesn't feel right to just sit down and wait.


The 2nd month of the year is about to pass. Let's do our best to be happier everyday.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 03:03 PM.


土曜日: December 20, 2020


Ang nasa isip ko e isang pares na tasty na may palamang tuna at mayonnaise. Tapos Fita na sinawsaw sa Milo. 

I don't even feel hungry.


I hate relatives who speak as if my mom is so kawawa that she doesn't have an apo from me. Then proceed to ridiculously suggesting na ipaampon nalang daw dapat sakin ng kapatid ko ang isa sa pamangkin ko. Ano yun, tuta?


Then he even had the nerve to ask me na pahiramin ko sya ng pera?????! Wahahahahayuuup. Lol. 

Doesn't it feel so wrong sometimes...

Yung kailangan mong galangin those people who offend you like it's nothing, all because mas matanda sila. Tas kamag-anak mo pa. Tas alam mo mapapahiya parents mo kung babastusin mo sila, kahit sila e hindi ka naman nirerespeto.

Tae no. Tae talaga.


12:06 am na. Di ako makatulog. Trabaho pa bukas. Gusto ko na yumaman. 

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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:12 AM.


Kira kira
土曜日: November 21, 2020

He's shining still, that Aio. In his guitar was a Batman icon. Needed to watch twice.

Crush ko talaga si Batman.


Head hurts. Skipped work. Hope I'm not sick. Dad will be having a surgery next week.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:32 PM.


土曜日: November 7, 2020

Today is my nephew's christening. Brother's in-laws are here. I am upstairs in my room, working.

By "working", I meant staring at my pc, clicking the "ctrl" key from time to time to prevent my PC from locking up. I have finished all my tickets less than 5 minutes after my shift started. I only had 3.

Yesterday,  I asked my mom to cut my hair. This is the shortest that my hair has gotten in a while. My head feels lighter now, and it doesn't look bad at all.

I've been meaning to complain about life, you know. But if you're blessed with so much and you still feel like complaining, what does that make you?

I don't know where this dissatisfaction is coming from.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:51 AM.


土曜日: October 24, 2020

Birthday ko ba? Yiiii, andaming pogi!!!

Choi Min ho yung pinaka bet ko. Grabe ang cutie pie nilang lahat I can't wipe the smile off my face. Yiiiii!

Watching Hwarang now. Hindi ko sure kung naiintindihan ko pa ba yung palabas. Masyado akong name mesmerize sa mga cute na batang to.


Outside kdrama, life's pretty dull.

But there's food on the table, and my family is still complete, so I guess it's all good.

The month's going to end soon, then there will be November. The 1st Feastcon will be happening online. I will not bother to take a leave dahil paubos na rin kasi. Teka, may leave pa ba ko?

Life's is not really so good in the relationship department, but it's something I can put up with.

I plan to earn, save and invest as much as I can, so I can anytime buy a house when I feel like leaving this place.

I also think that a single woman should have her own place, you know. And if in case I will have to get married, I wouldn't have to live with my in-laws then.

Peace and freedom. 

Sabi sa nabasa ko, ito daw ang dapat i-seek to become enlightened. I don't know much about enlightenment, but even back when I was young, I've always wanted peace. Then as I've gotten older, I also learned to yearn for freedom.

Peace and freedom. As long as I have these two, I think I will be fine.

I feel like this porcupine is really likely to choose to endure the cold, that get hurt as she tries to keep herself warm.

I just need to have more money. Untill then, I will be fine.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:08 PM.


.Saram. Ningen. Tao. Human.
土曜日: October 16, 2020

I was having an argument with Mom over our bathroom's renovation. My niece got scared on how angry I was that she started crying. To console her, Mom said, "wag ka matakot kay Tita, ganyan lang talaga yan kasi matandang dalaga."

I've told them so many times, but I guess my family will never understand why they shouldn't be doing this to me.

This lockdown is dragging real long. When I was living at my place in Manda, there were so many days when felt really lonely. Pero ngayon, I'm convinced that I should get my own place na and live alone.

Nabasa ko sa isang tabulas post dati na humans are like porcupines daw. We feel cold so we try to stick together, but doing so hurts, so we need to stay apart again. Sobrang perfect nung metaphor on how I feel about people.


The handsome Korean men of Kdramas are all I live for these days. 

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Written by cinderellaareus at 08:28 PM.


Kitto itsuka yume ga kanau
土曜日: October 2, 2020

I think, it's when life is too easy that we lose our will to keep going.

Alam mo ba, ang pakinabang ko lang sa bahay namin is my money. I'm pretty useless at everything else.

Wala akong pasok, but didn't bother to wash the dishes. Dad is too old and his legs are getting weaker, yet he cooks and man the sari sari store we own. Mom helps out with the construction of the house to minimize the expenses, filling tile gaps herself despite being a senior citizen. My brother is working, while tending to his family, and sometimes moving stuff in their room that is being renovated. When his work was over, he ate dinner late to wash the dishes first.

This girl spent the last 2 days watching kdrama the whole day when everyone else in the house was busy.

I did feed the cat and cleaned its poop. But that was pretty much it.

I love my family. I really do. I just hate doing household chores.

That's why I want to have a lot of money... to make up for being useless at everything else.


Sabi sa isang talk that I attended, we can have everything daw. Hindi nga lang sabay-sabay. Looking back, feeling ko, isa isa ko rin naman nakuha yung mga bagay na gusto kong makuha. At least tig 1 year ang pagitan.

I've been looking at the things that I have now, trying to remember how I felt when I didn't have it yet. I tried to relive the longing and the hunger. That seemingly endless uncertainty of whether I'll end up getting it or not.

Gusto ko na one day, gawin ko ulet to.

There's this one thing that I really really want at the moment. Nilu-look forward ko na dumating ulet yung time na nasa akin na itong gusto kong makuha at inaalala ko nalang yung feeling nung wala pa to sakin.


Sobrang cute ni Seo Kang Joon! 

Alam mo, ang daming interesting na palabas sa Netflix yet I always stick with Kramas, mainly for the handsome men. Lol.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:51 PM.


土曜日: September 26, 2020


Will go back to work in a few hours.

My room's not fixed yet. All my stuff are still outside, but the tiles are all laid down. May ilalagay pang something sa pagitan ng tiles bukas. I don't know if I can work. TL asked me to at least work by the 2nd half of my shift. Hindi rin ako nakapag email ng leave request. Bahala na.

I chose a tile design with a stone-like pattern. Mukhang musuleo. Lol. Still like it though.


Watching Are You Human Too now. Dahil wala akong pasensya, hinanap ko na yung transcript ng ending. Because, jeez, I can't afford to see that cutie pie of a robot to die no!

Yesterday, I watched Enola Holmes and Avatar: the last airbender. Ewan ko, ok naman yung kwento, pero namiss ko kagad mapanood yung mga gwapong koreano. 

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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:46 AM.


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