Ang tagal ko nang di lumalabas ng bahay, feeling ko hindi na ko sanay sa tao.

I went to the BIR's Briefing for New Business Registrants. Sa jeep on the way to get there, a stranger who was seated next to me casually asked what lotion I use. I told her I'm not wearing any. She then asked about what soap I used, to which I said "Silka". Then she was like, "Silka lang?" I got a bit confused until she told me that my skin looked nice, that was why she wanted to know. I used to receive compliments for my skin, but it's really not convincing to receive one now when my arms are covered with little scars I got that one time when I tried to cook something. I wonder if that was really why she was asking.

After the Briefing, which was in Sta. Maria, nag Joyride Car ako to Shangrila Plaza to get Bank Statement. Mahabaang byahe, at machika si kuyang driver. Hours after nya akong maihatid to my destination, he started calling me again. He's married with kids, but mentioned na hindi daw sila okay ng asawa nya and wala na daw pag-asang magkaayos pa. I don't want to jump into conclusions, pero hindi ko kasi makita yung point kung bakit pa namin need mag-usap, so I blocked his number. Sure, it can get pretty lonely being single, pero wala akong planong maging kerida.

Antagal kong di lumabas ng bahay, and considering the kind of interactions I had with people today, I can't say I miss interacting with people at all. Ang weird na the entire time I was out, I couldn't wait to get back home.

Jeez, I feel like I have become a full-fledged hermit.

07:21 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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