my parents' social life resulted to finding me a potential "guy" chorva.. the idea is just so preposterous that i find it laughable.. with my parents having this idea of setting me up for an arranged marriage and all..tae.whatever. it seem like they've reached to a point having a desperate measure na this time..ewan..npapa ewan nalang ako..
or..should i give it a try??if i fail, i could always back out naman... but well, the self that i knew has trouble of doing so.
pak this is just ridiculous. even the idea of ending up with someone else. of the "us" being impossible to happen..pains me..
jie and i met up yesterday. talking girly stuff and of course, boys. while she can barely decide on who among her boylets she actually like, im still the same old me who can only like a guy at a time...and i find it really troublesome.
we talked about having to get a move. of deciding what(who) we want and have a go for it. device our battle plan and laugh it off.. i find it really funny.. i know i was the one devicing all the crazy schemes, but i never really tried them. pak.
it bothers me...im not getting any younger... with me knowing what(who) i want, and my ultimate plan of getting it is to literally just wait for a miracle to happen, i know im standing not much of a chance.. sometimes im thinking i might as well consider my other options...haist..ang hirap mag-isip..
magtatrabaho nalang ako... -_-
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Written by cinderellaareus at 05:15 PM.