why. hello.

no work yesterday. was able to have a good sleep. a allowed myself to eat masebo food with rice(i do not usually eat rice) for comfort on a rainy day..and yes, i read the ebook yang gaved me..the infamous 50 shades..

i dont know..i use to be a sucker for love story..but for some reason i dont find any appeal to this..yang seems to like it..i wonder why i dont..have i graduated to liking it?love stories i mean..if so, that's bad news..

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been having this settling feeling for days..maybe i should decide to go for the inevitable sooner or later..ive been weighing my options but i am yet to come to a resolution yet..once i did, i know there will be no turning back..FUCK it..i hate having to make choices and feel like you dont have a choice at all. whatever.

4 nearly 5 years was not bad...i want a new life for myself i think..but as to where to go, i do not know yet..oh,i hate this feeling. of wanting to decide and then find youself decide against it..why am i so complicated?

12:04 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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