dont get near him!!!rarrrr!

i was a college student too..and i know that stunts..back off woman...ggrarrrr!!!whatebs..

i was thinking of writing about someone else this morning til i saw that picture..pretty much reminds me of this other girl name lady...i wonder if they are still seeing each other..whatever..but well, i know that that kind of girl isnt his type..whatever,...(ang daming whatever--unli?)

he's looking tired. i wish he's fine..he was hospitalized before..he should be taking care of himself-really.

funny that he never aged..he looks like  one of them even..

i just thought..i know exactly how to make him better at times when he's like this..but then, what difference will it do?i just know how but cant do it anyway.

he once asked me if im just gonna hurt him which i found weird because, shouldnt it be the other way around? girls wondering whether the guy they're seeing will just end up hurting them or something..but it turned out that it wasnt a weird question at all..

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know what..sometimes i miss the him..but more than the him that i liked, i miss the him that was my friend..up to this date i kept thinking of what it would have been if we hadnt crossed any line..maybe we'd still be seeing each other..maybe we'll gonna watch hp together..maybe id still be forcing him to listen to my kwento..maybe he'd still make those nasty and sometimes harsh comments he usually make..maybe he'd still try to trip me over with his feet just like how my father use to do even if they never really met...what if..

i shouldve known that friendship are more durable than a relationship that might eventually fail..but still i have no regrets whatsoever..i beleive that things happen (or dont happen) because they are meant to..

its not that he never tried to reach out..and i too did..its just that we keep messing it up..are we still too young?? even when were no longer young at all.//

well, i just dont know anymore..

when his not present in my dreams, ill find him nagging in my waking mind,.,whats up with that?

12:09 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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