it was a usual before-dawn morning when i am headed to work(or this time, to the boarding house) where dad would walk me into the place where i ride bus. i was never allowed to walk on my own in the dark. neither my brother who is a year older than me.

when we passed that creepy place among the neighborhood where someone was shot dead, that i told dad to hurry up because i was scared. it was then that i noticed that there's something abnormal about dad.

i rode the bus knowing that dad cant stand up properly. i noticed his mouth turned lop sided and his speaking turned barely recognizable. i left him. then texted mom to look after him when i could've done it myself. he couldve died and it would be all my fault cause i left him.

later this morning i learned from mom that he was sent to the hospital. mild stroke. she said dad wasn able to move his feet. he was crying. i know dad. he's probably crying more out of pride now. i know he doesnt want to be taken care of.

i dont know. everything's a blur now.

11:43 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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