i just read a heartbreaking post of someone who lost a dad.
death. the finality of this word never fail to send me a nightmare like feeling. death. shit. why are you so real? on my way home last weekend, a saw a a motor rider lying dead with blood all over. it was along commonwealth.oh death. shit. shit. shit.
i know we cant run from the inevitable. i know some time ago i mentioned about how i dont mind dying. but seeing people die is way another story. i just hate it.
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its a typical sad day for me. i wonder if life really requires this so much fighting. not with people but with life itself.
what do you think?
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oh, wait. you know, last night, i dreamth of CRIS EVANS. shit lang. i was there on the verge of leaning my head on his knees, but held back. shit to me! that's CRIS EVANS!.. kahet sa dreams nag h-hold back pa ko.pak talaga di ba?
-, and oh, last last night, the resident of my dreamland paid me a visit again. it wasnt a good visit kasi in the dream he was already married and came to the house to be introduced to my parents by the girl. in the dream the girl seem to have some kind of relation to us or something. in the dream im feeling like shit. if it happened for real i know id get devastated. its just weird when you dont want to see someone marry someone else yet you dont actually want to marry him yourself. shit. cauliflower thing, whats up with you.
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i cant blame the hormones. maybe im just tired, at home we have this low calorie low salt low fat diet for dad and the family agreed to cooperate. its actually more like a bad taste diet. but it seemed effective. because my slightly low bp went really low. i wonder what happens when people get really low bp. ill do my research.
oh, bells na..
12:17 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
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