i feel sick. maybe the hormones.

the boss got angry again. which made the manager panic and which, in effect, caused me loads of work.yeah, the domino effect at work. i feel like in the past two months ive heard enough blaming to last me a lifetime. im tired. im not feeling well. it was never my thing to complain because i believe that complaints are for the incompetent, but this is just way too much. i want to go home. feeling ko secretary ako at hindi engineer. :<

if only i live by myself and for myself alone, i wouldve left right away. but i really feel sorry for my mom, i know being out of work again will kill the budget for most of our expenses and will cause our family so much trouble. plus, my brother needs money too for his upcoming wedding and all the stuff. wahh!!i dont know. gusto ko mamundok nalang. I dont know how long id be able to last like this.

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wednesday tomorrow. saw last sunday's mass vid and found out that fr. m's back. i wasnt able to watch last sun because of the NBA. amp. i wish i can escape office and go to the mass. hindi effective s office na to ang ano mang dahilan. ang lakas mang guilt trip.nakakainis..ahhh..its getting in my nerve. ok. enough. i dont want to be like this.

but, really, i wish i can make it to tomorrow's mass. oh heaven's please..

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the gloominess of the weather matches my gloomy life. i wonder when was the last time ive been this sad and troubled. i   mean, ive been troubled and sad before but i rarely become both. 

bat ba parang ang hirap hirap maging masaya?

emo.

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oh, btw, i need to post the horoscope of the day because it seems appropriate.

Libra,
A dull, unstimulating phase ahead; try to concentrate more and avoid wasting your energy as you'll need it to deal with hostility. This will be a very pleasant period with your beloved. You could even decide to prolong what started off as a fling.

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dang.

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