it was raining. but its not raining now, which would have been better to match up with today's mood.

i love hearing other people say my name,. it makes me feel closer to them..closer..maybe its just me. 

its been a couple of days since all these started. i know.. i guess, i just want to be his past, present and future and nothing else. no sidelines, no in-betweens..im starting to hate all these..selfish..yes. that, i know too.

fighting had never been my thing. i dont fight because i hate to lose. this cowardice had ran my life for my 27 years of existence. it has been here for all i can remember and it feels so comfortable that i never really bothered to do something about it..i know this is lame.

and yes, for the nth time, the cowardice had taken over and i have yet again decided to backout even before the fight starts...

love is for the brave...

maybe, i just want to work on with things that i can have control of.

and yes,

people and their hearts just cant be one of them..

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yes...

this is me sabotaging my own dreams..

12:59 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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