mom's birthday today.
bought a cake for her despite of the incredible need to reduce expenses. my current net worth suggests that i can only survive barely a month before i go completely broke. but im not really alarmed. weird...
last week was a series of interviews from different companies that lasted till saturday. next week's the extension of the series. thurday, ive got to pack my things and by fri, we're off to bora..on a rainy season..great right.
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june. month for weddings and bridal showers. in sunday all stars earlier, an actual proposal happened on the end of one of the team's performance. i must admit..jeez,it made me cry!!! haha.. i was never like this. i never find proposals as a tear jerker in any way before. WEIRD..signs of aging ba to? eeww..
what's next to 'i do' ba? sa totoo lang it never really bothered me before until my bro decided to get married. i just cant help but put myself in the girl's shoes. i think its gonna be tough for her having to leave her family behind, the life that she's used to behind, along with everything else. she'll have to go thru living with her in-laws (us) and living in a house that not solely her own. i dont think its gonna be easy for her. or at least, i think it wont.
well, it was/is not easy for my bro either. i mean, he's earning just enough. he's helping the family too(us) and getting married, having a wife and eventually having kids is not gonna be easy considering that he's not really earning that much. plus his wife-to-be is also unemployed. not to mention, his sister too(me). the parents of the girl and the girl herself do not agree to a civil wedding. so its gotta be a church wedding which requires an amount of money im well sure my brother cant afford. if i had been employed it would have been easier. but well, i wont be unemployed for so long of course (be positive..)..sighs..
my bro must really love the girl to make all these sacrifices. really, it still surprise me that my bro actually had that side of him..looks like love really exist after all.
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been watching my tita kanina. she's an ill-tempered unmarried woman. i wonder if she had been like that even when she's younger or was it her circumstances in life that turned her into that kind of person? i dont want to grow old unhappy. sabi nila, pwede ka parin naman daw maging masaya kahit nag-iisa ka. ganun nga kaya yon? pero basta, ayokong maging biktima ng circumstances ko sa buhay. i want to remain who i am and be what i want to become and be better, ano mang meron, ano mang wala.
siguro nga easier said than done, but im gonna do my best.
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a j-guy from my first co who's in phils right now is inviting me to dine with them since he'd be going back to japan na in july. he scheduled the date to be on june 29. ill be in bora by then, so ive got to say no. had i been available, i might have said yes.. sa totoo lang, medyo apprehensive at naja-jahe ako to meet them, lalo na nga at wala pa kong trabaho..pero yung prospect na makakain ulet sa sosyal na resto ay masyadong inviting para tanggihan..haha..ang PG(patay gutom) lang..
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had to cut my diet even though im not through with the 14-day program yet. all because its mom's birthday..hayy.. 4days left. i hope id lose enough weight to look stunning even though im just gonna wear a normal t-shirt and short on the beach/pool..hehe.. ok lang yan. im just gonna be with nep and tope. two boys na hindi ko kinoconsider as prospect.. haha.. pero sabi nga sa isang taiwanese na telenobela, ang babae daw dapat sinisigurado na lagi syang maganda dahil hindi nya alam kung kelan nya makikilala ang prince charming nya.
may point naman di ba?hehe.
anyway, here's mom..
i think she looks too young for 56. when we're together she can actually pass as my sister. only, we dont really look alike.
ok,so much for this,
じゃあ。
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