pack up thurs..

it was almost 1am when i got home from yesterday's meet up. a former jap boss/client invited me for a dinner with a former colleague. said he'd be going back to jap for next month(july) kaya naisipan nyang manlibre. i really thought it was for old time's sake. an innocent dinner, despite of the colleague's speculation that maybe, they intend to ask me to come back. and in turn out na that's the real motive nga. sigh..

hindi ko rin alam kung anong problema ko..ewan ko..ang hirap magsulat.

if i will go back to my 1st co., paying the bills, debts and even going back to my old lifestyle will just be a piece of cake. but still i said no...

jeez...i deserve a slap in the face.

sighs...i wonder if old lovers feel this way when face to face with the decision of getting back together or not. feeling ko ginagawa ko lang komplikado ang buhay ko.

there is no problem without a gift for you in its hand. we seek problems because we needed its gift.

siguro nga.

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