it was raining.

i cancelled R A V E's supposed meeting because mom asked me stay home to help out. we were expecting customers to flood our tiny store today because of the scheduled registration for a medical mission near home. but seems like it was move for some reason. so today, im all study mode for work related stuff. still got sunday. will it be enough. i should be studying now.

change.

yesterday, i asked the qm for an audio file recorded from my sempai's voice. currently listening to it now. this is depressing.. i cant understand a thing..i feel like im ages away from being fluent to this language. damn..i want to cry.

i wonder how far working hard can get me with my current ability.

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ask, and it will be given to you.  biblical yan..

for the past months after leaving the comfort of my first company, isa sa mga bagay na natutunan ko ay yung, the easiest way to get what you want is to ask for it. i know it is the fear of rejection that keeps most people from asking..pero if you think it over, people can only say no..you can just move on after that, right?

wala lang. i use to be this really shy type of person. tipong hindi mag-iinitiate ng conversation with people. yung hindi magsasalita kung hindi mo kakausapin.. but circumstances pushed me to change. pag mag-isa ka kasi at you cant do everything on your own and you need to get something done, you will be left with no other choice but to ask. for information, for people's help, etc. basta. and some people are more than happy to help you. at sa tingin ko mas masayang gumawa ng mga bagay bagay na meron kang kasama kesa yung pag nag-iisa ka lang. basta..

teka, ano bang tinutumbok ko?

ewan ko din..hehe. masaya ko ngayon na malungkot na medyo depress ng onti. i dont know how that can be possible, pero basta medyo ganun.

sa tingin ko, people are made to work with, laugh with or just simply be with people in general. we are humans. that very fact is our thing in common and enough reason to connect..teka, ano nga ulet ang ibig kong sabihin?

ewan ko..haha.. basta. kaya kung minsan, nalulungkot ka. baka kaylangan mo lang ng kausap, talk. ask. be brave and try to connect with other people. it makes a lot of difference. it will not only make you happier, you'll never know, the other person might just be waiting for you to talk as well. 

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i do not know what the future holds. pero kung may isang hindi nagbago, yun e yung dati ko paring gusto.

yung, to live a great life. be a great contribution to the world. but after living the day's greatness, i want to go home, in simplicity, in a simple life, together with the one i love..ha! so yun pala yun. taeness..hehe..

sa tingin ko, gusto kong maging gift for that someone. or just make that someone happy. simple lang naman di ba?

hindi ko rin alam kung matutupad pa yon. pero hindi parin siguro masama kung maniniwala.

sighs..

basta.

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