happiest
: August 31, 2013



injan posted a cryptic message in facebook which says something about her having a second life something. texted her about it and found out that she was almost shot (i mean gun shot). said that during the incident, she had the moments of her life flash before her... ganon nga kaya yon? when you experience near death, magkakaron ka ng memory flash back??

nakakaemo saturday today. tingin ko delaying tactics ko lang to para makaiwas sa pag-aaral. wasted my day sleeping, eating, and now blogging.. iniisip ko lang rin kasi..kung ako kaya ang mgka near death experience..ano bang magfa-flash saken..

ano bang happiest memory ko?

siguro yun yung araw na natupad yung isa sa mga major dreams ko sa buhay..happened around august 2008.. feeling ko nun natransport ako sa mundo ng fairy tales.. my ckc days.. been looking at the pictures. i wonder if somewhere in my future, may moment pa kaya na mangyayari saken na kayang ibeat ang moment na yun..

sighs..

kung pati yung mga happy moment mo nakakapagpalungkot sayo, ang laki siguro ng problema mo..taeness no?..amp.

i dont know when will i die. pero gusto ko..gusto ko talaga..gusto kong gumawa ng masasayang memories that could beat the best ones that i have.. gusto ko ulet bumalik sa mundo ng fairy tails..dun sa mundo na akala mo hindi nageexist. na kala mo hindi mangyayari sayo.. 

gusto kong gumawa ng magandang memories. something that could beat the best ones i had. pero tingin ko kaylangan ko ng partners or teammates to have it done. hindi rin kasi ako naniniwala na kayang maging masaya ng tao kung nagiisa lang sya. i think the best thing that a lone person can do is to make himself NOT sad. and that's different from being happy. sa totoo nyan hindi ko rin alam kung tama ba ko..

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ok, sobrang delaying tactics na to..

i guess, じゃあ for now..

{ mood } aching for that "thing"



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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:38 PM.

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