day spent with sighs..
kumukota na ko sa buntong hininga..taeness..
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bff and i chatted in fb a few days ago, and she was like "bakit hindi ka pa nag iiskype?"
shet, taeness..i told her kasi na next time na tatawagan ko sya sa skype, may boylets na ko!!!Wahhh!!..kainezz!
she mentioned about her new prospect and on how she doesnt want to talk about the details yet kasi baka mausog. said she's trying out her flirting skills on the guy and will be updating me for improvement. a side of me is kind of excited for bff's lovelife, and the other side makes me want to kick my own butt and act. kasi, for heaven's sake, anong petsa na??!
sighs..
i know n 2pm ang out nya. simple lang naman ang plano. go out by 2pm flat para mag cr or something . be back by 2:02 kasi mga around ganong oras sya umaalis. so that by the time na pabalik ako sa room namin, palabas na sya..so wala syang kawala pag nagsabi ako ng "hi" o kaya "pauwi ka na?" or something pag nagkasalubong kami..di ba?simple lang naman. deym..
tuesday. sa sobrang busy ko, hindi ko namalayang alas dos na..so wala. walang nangyari.
wednesday. dinaga ako at nagprocrastinate, hanggang sa too late na, nag out na sya.
thursday. may dumaang IT to fix my pc's issue, kaya pa naman sanang humabol pero, wala e.torpe e.sigh..
*naman! naman!namaaaaan!!! mag ha-hi ka lang?!! ano ba?! loser!!! amp. :<
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sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga ang akitin sya or whatever ang purpose ko. i think i just want to test my courage and also feel that i am capable of doing something to prevent the extinction of my lovelife.
pero pak. wala talaga. loser. things like this should be natural for girls. dapat hindi na ineeffortan to..sighs..
sighs ulet.
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a bird in the hand is better than two in the bush..
kung ang hina hunting ko nalang kasi e yung mga mukhang may interes saken, baka mas lumiwanag pa ang kinabukasan ko, di ba? ewan.
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sighs..tama bang pino problema ko pa ang bagay na to habang ang ibang side ng buhay ko ay pagulo na ng pagulo..wahh!! labo men..
penging RICE..
damn.
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