to write.

skipped my precious panata day today just to go home early as i intended to have longer sleep hours tonight, pero eto ko, blogging.

may interview daw sa opis tom. hindi ko parin talaga maintindihan ang setup. binasa ko naman ung ilan sa mga binigay na link samen. hindi ko nga lang naabsorb. sana naman hindi ko hiyain ang sarili ko bukas.

haayyst. feeling ko masama sa puso ko ang ganitong klaseng trabaho. ilang linggo na akong live pero kinakabahan parin ako pag naririnig ko ang beep ng telepono. but really, its not bad. true, im not yet good and still a long way to get better. my mga times parin na i feel sorry for some customers, lalo na yung mga matatanda. hayyyst.. basta, gagawin ko parin yung best ko. tapos bahala na.

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injan texted me yesterday about her sis being sent to the icu.

today she texted na wala na daw yung ate nya. its barely a few months before her brother died, and now this.

i havent been seeing injan for a while. feeling ko sa burial lang ng kapatid nya kami ngkita this year. baka yung next naming kita sa funeral ng ate nya. sighs.. i only have one sibling. and i guess even if i had more, i would still be devastated if a lose anyone of them.. hindi ko alam kung anong dahilan ng langit kung baket ganito karaming challenges ang binibigay nya kay injan. i just hope that the heavens will give her strength to bear all these.

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9:03 on the dot. 

goodnight..

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