its that secret smile you got upon knowing that someone still cares for you..

kahit na nga you may not have him again-- for the rest of your lives.

ang tragic.

but no whining about the past whatsoever. i want to move on. move forward. move fast. and believe that the future's gonna get better. meron or wala mang future.

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bro's wedding's fast approaching. the whole clan seem to be all excited about it. this is after all the first proper wedding among the third generation of our clan. it took some time for my bro to finally have a girlfriend. some of our relatives thought that a younger cousin from our generation would be the first to get married. of course, they got it wrong. yay to my bro for that. of course, it never occur to them to assume that its gonna be me. come to think of it, ive often been rumored to be pregnant. cant blame them thou. my other girl cousins who are near my age had set that kind of trend. but im not judging my cousins. we practically grew up together. i know that if my circumstances had been different i may have ended up the same..and to be honest, i dont really mind. as the passing years add up to my age, most of our relatives are thinking that id be following the trend of my other titas who were never married. among the 2 trends that the women in our clan displays, id rather belong to the trend that my cousins have set. oh, for heaven sake..sigh..

but whatever. sighs uli.. i wish i can just follow my brother's footstep instead.. i mean..you know..properly get married and all.

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my long weekend will be over in a few hours..back to work tom.. i need to be back on diet too. i need to fit into my gown. the motif is fuchsia pink. the only good thing i see in that is that the color complements my hair color (copper brown).. i havent tried fitting the gown yet. but ive seen the picture. its tube, seemingly fit on the waist and around ankle length. sana hindi ako magmukhang boxingero. i bought a backup gown of the same color just in case hindi ko masikmura ang hitsura ng napili nilang gown for me..hehe..ang daming arte, daig pa ng bride.

mejo excited narin ako. =)

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ok, got to wake up early pa tom. i need to sleep..

ciao for now.

goodnight.

{ 気分} quickly springing back up

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