KCOM tom!!
i learned from yang that fr. m was there nung 1st day(thurs) ng conference. i just signed up for the last two days ng conf since i couldnt leave work. super sayang talaga. i didnt know he was there. well, not that i can do anything in case that ive known...of course, i cant leave work..pero basta..huhu..super sayang. even before the conference started ive been thinking of the possibility that bo will have fr. m as one of the speakers. ive been wondering back then if it has ever reached bo's knowledge that our dear fr. mario is an excellent speaker too. tapos aun nga..andun sya.. nakakatuwa lang. i learned from yang that he was there to cover for fr. eric who was not able to attend.. nakakalungkot lang na wala ako dun.. huhu.. i wonder if he'd come tomorrow.. its not written in the schedule though, so bale fat chance talaga.. hayyy..super sayang..
but anyway, im still super excited for the conference... =)
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report for the week:
its pretty much the same at work. petiks parin. outside work lang ang medyo hectic. i went to an interview yesterday. isang walang kakwenta kwentang interview..sighs.. i really thought id be able to find an extra job pa naman.. pero ipupush ko parin yan..
i need to work hard. work smart, work fast.. ang labo labo parin kasi talaga ng future. gusto ko nang yumaman. kaylangan ko nang yumaman.. feeling ko lately nagiging more demanding na saken ang mundo.. feeling ko nga buhat ko na yung mundo eee..oh, kay pait..hehe..hayyyy..
but complaints are only for the incompetent, kaya , yes, kaya ko to.. kaya ko talaga to..
iniisip ko lang, kung hindi kaya kaylangan ng tao ng pera para mabuhay, ano kayang ginagawa ko ngayon?
i need to expand my options. ayoko na ng feeling na wala akong choice. ayoko nang gumawa ng choice that id feel sorry about. i want to be ready to leave when i feel like it.. when i need to. to be honest its very uncharacteristic for me, because i think im this settling type. pero sa tingin ko gusto ko lang maging ready para hindi na maulit yung nangyari before when i left my 1st and 2nd job... see, its gonna be just me now. if id lose my job, or chose to quit, the whole family will starve.. sa totoo lang, minsan nakakapagod yung ganitong setup.. but if u come to think of it, sila lang rin naman kasi ang meron ako..kaya all in all, ok lang.
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katulad parin ng dati, feeling ko ang liit liit parin ng mundo ko..
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anniv ng account bukas. it would have been a good venue to know my office mates better. they're actually an interesting bunch, u know.. maybe because they are a mixture of people with different upbringing. i wonder how an anniv party goes for a type of work like this..
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ooooh, i just remember..
showing na ang Catching Fire!!! id be damned if i dont watch it.. kaso.. next next weekend is JLPT. kung gano naman ka petix ang weekdays, ganun kahectic ang weekends.. pambihira.
the dress i bought for mom for the wedding was rejected by the bride. despite the ridiculous price, hindi daw parang pang wedding. so, we need to hunt for one again. im fully booked for the next two weekends. i wish mom will not end up with something so-so, her beauty deserves better than that.
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8:37pm.. crap. i need to sleep!!
see u at the conference!!
ciao!
{ 本} ms. P
{ 気分} random nonsense
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