write, until the awkwardness stops.
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hey, how are things going?
i had a great weekend. feel like i was still having a hangover from all the fun since yesterday. and then, wednesday na tomorrow, my favorite day of the week and another day to look forward to.
know what, the things ive learned in KCON had brought me a brand new motivation to fix my life.. well, maybe, not fix, because fixing is only for the broken. i guess, its a motivation to work hard for a better life..parang ganun.
i want to establish my goals, plan my work . work my plan. create a better life for myself and for those that i care for. i want a life i can be proud of. i life that i can be happy about. same goes for myself. i also want a self i can be proud of. a self i can be happy about. sa tingin ko, kaylangan mo lang talagang magsimula. make that one brave step towards it. towards change..and then, everything will follow.. one step.. kaya ko to.
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jlpt in a few days. para kong sesentensyahan. the qm talked to me about it kanina. from the way he talked, it seems like he's not really expecting me to pass. my fault, i know. it was i, after all, who had told him not to expect much. pero kahit na, nakakainis parin.
sighs... but, hey, i still have a few days. i want to believe that i still have the power to turn things around. tiwala lang at positive thinking tapos bahala na.. hayyy..bahala na nga talaga.
i decided to attend the feast before the exam. ngayon palang naeexcite na ko.. kung hindi lang ako nakatira sa bundok, every week talaga akong aattend dun..
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isa sa mga talks sa isang class yung ng mark talaga saken.
kung single ka, tas ang setup mo e pagkagaling sa work, uuwi, manonood ng tv, pupuntang ref, babalik sa tv and so on.. sabi ng speaker mula daw dun sa ref hanggang sa tv, wala daw lalaki dun. dapat daw, go where the blessings flow.
go where the blessings flow.
naalala ko rin yung advise ng isang former opismate, "always look available".
i know that all ideas are absolutely fascinating and absolutely useless until you choose to use it. kaya for a change, gusto ko nang gamitin. let's see how this will go. or let's see how far can i keep myself from backing out.. hehe.. taeness. goodluck to that.
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oooo! 9:18pm. i ate up my sleep hours again.
goodnight.
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