its monday.
a couple of weeks more before the big day comes.
mom's gown came. i dont like it. sighs.. i know bro wants mom to be the prettiest mom there. face-wise, im sure she'd be..but the gown..hayyys.. im her only daughter, i should be the one in charge for this type of kikay emergencies. pero kasi naman..wahhh!!!
spent most of my month's budget to the stock market. the market's down, i just need to take advantage.. payday's more than a week away. sooo, what am i to do?wahhh!!
sighs..gusto ko nang magbenta ng excess body parts.
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last sat, i met up with injan after the seminar coz she happens to be around the area too. we talked and she reported that she's single again and break na sila ni boylets.
3rd party. really, this is not the 1st time ive seen my friends like this. i just hope i wont get traumatized by their stories or i might just end up sabotaging my own lovelife dahil lang im afraid to experience the same thing.
injan also talked about wanting to settle. i think that's the only part in our conversation that i can relate to. finding out that someone else feels the same way too makes it seem normal.
settling. i guess we're just tired of liking multiple guys at a time. of playing around. that's why we now have that longing to like just one person and settle to that person. to rest our hearts, i guess, i do not know too.
naisip ko lang..
it could be true that love is for the brave. but i guess, being single doesnt always equate to lack of courage. i guess its more like, some are single because they are brave enough to put up with being on their own rather than settling to the wrong one.
i think, i can count myself as one here..
pero syempre..hindi parin naman ako brave..
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ok, this will suffice for now.
8:37 goodnight
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