i basically ruined all the schedule i have set for this long weekend to be productive. didnt go to the feast.didnt update R A V E's blog. i just practically stayed home playing candy crush, watching tagalized film, staring at the ceiling, hugging my bended legs in front of my stomach, rocking myself while murmuring "crispin..basilyo.. mga anak ko" kind of thing. grabe, nakakaaning.

for the last 2 days, i just ate and ate and did nothing else. i shouldve read books, or made some business plan or whatever. sighs. this is not good

injan wants us to go to baguio by march,

bff wants to go to coron by may,

my budget told me that i should just stay home and bite my nails.--

maybe i should find an extra job soon. its hard to stick to spending 70% of your earnings considering that its not even 70% since im still giving 2/3 of my income to my parents. 70% of what's left is a very tiny amount. im not complaining, though.. i just feel like if i really intend to nurture my relationships this year, i need more money. because, come on, if im going to meet my friends, its not like we're just gonna talk. we need to eat too. go somewhere, spend money. sighs.. i need to increase my earnings..

im gonna be back to work tom. i wonder how much weight i gained. i havent even fully recovered from my acquired holiday fats..i feel like im losing track. but im not gonna let things go on like this.

success requires change. and change is always a painful process. but really, right now, making it there is my only option since ive already thrown away my comfortable life. i had no way of claiming it back. i did it for this purpose afterall.  

dapat tigilan ko na ang kalalaro ng candy crush..

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02:32 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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