random thoughts along with the thoughts i had while swimming at the pool this morning:
1. mom is sick. she got pilay (what's pilay in english?). i wonder if she's getting old. know what, i think i love my mom more than anyone else in the world which in a way sucks. i mean, in my age it should have been my husband or my kids or at least a boyfriend.. but well, yeah, that's another story. i just hope mom will get well soon and will not get sick again.
2. i swim 500 to 1000 meters every morning. do hiphop abs every night. fast 14 hours a day. i dont eat rice. i barely eat carbs. ..so, how come im not getting any way nearer into looking like a super model? T_T
3. i want peanut butter sandwich.
4. i wonder why i almost automatically have nightmares the night after i watched anything horror or engage in a conversation with horror contents. a couple of nights ago, dad woke me up twice because he said i was screaming. i remember seeing something white. i often see something white when im having nightmares. i wasnt like this when i was a kid. am i turning mental?
5. i dreamed of J after a couple of more nightmares (my dream land is getting quite busy these days). it was J and a white rose and the gf and me. i wonder why J of all people.
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im a little bored. been reading the ninja's blog. i think this is just my way of trying to make the most of my idle time at work. i dont know reading helps. maybe JUST reading dont.
we will be watching xmen tonight.
i think im feeling a little sick.
i miss travelling.
gosh, this is super random.
i am still bored.
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