reaping the rewards of my unhealthy habits, i think i need to be back on meds.

f*ck, i hate meds.

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just got home from some semi. i wonder where my efforts in gaining financial literacy will get me. right now i feel undermotivated and kind of under the weather. i think im just lacking sleep.

dean pax, sir larry and edward lee was there. starstruck moment nga eh. sighs.. i dont know. i felt a little discouraged whenever how crucial finding a mentor is was being talked about. 

minsan hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba talagang suportahan yung mga gusto kong gawin sa buhay. in a way, i think i improved naman. pero still, i think its nowhere near enough. my dreams are big.. my abilities and resources are not keeping up. minsan iniisip ko na siguro kung mag sesettle nalang ako sa pagiging normal na tao, e di mas dumadali pa yung buhay ko.

worth it kaya lahat ng hardship?

hindi ko rin alam..

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gusto kong magpaka layu layo.

jeez,.ang emo. penging blade. arrg.

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